do you carry the moon in your womb?
so i talked alot about life yesterday with amber. i've come to the conclusion that to achieve future as well as current goals you must purge, or rid yourself of all past "influences". i'm beyond it all. not better just beyond. and i'm through. there are only a select few that can have my respect right now. i dont want to hear about the parties or the people or the fights or the bullshit that consumed me in high school. it's not cool or fun anymore, just kind of sad. i'm going to be a mom and a wife soon. there's too much at risk. it's what i guess i've always wanted. i'm finally at peace with myself and my situation. i probably come across in this as a pretentious egomeniacal "im better than everyone" type person. it's not about all that though. once you feel a living being moving inside you everything changes. sometimes for the better.