Feb 08, 2005 08:03
when i lay there and feel your heat beat, mine beats faster.
this is completely different. this is very fresh and new and oh so sweet. i love how i'm feeling.
lucky i trust you. though i'm scared of this trip. not so much for you, for me.
i don't want to bother you or become an overbearing jealous paranoid bitch... but i might. i know youre doing everything in your power to show me you want me and only me, but i've been hurt almost too much to fully trust. paranoia's just a common human instinct/emotion and i know this. i'm still scared and i will be until the 22nd. please though, and i'm begging you now, please be honest. do not throw me around like all the rest. i want to trust you, i want to love you.
it's been a long nite at work, i just want to feel your breath on my neck.