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its like my brains is litered with song lyrics. thats all i can think about, lyrics connected to lyrics. all different songs, all different genres. for like 2 days straight, my life is a rediculous musical with no ending. music has always been a huge component in my life, an escape, a decision maker, a truth, a lie, a way to hide, a way to breath...and on and on and on. yet, most of the time, i can control it. but since sunday morning, my life has had a soundtrack. so lets start with what i am listening to right now, well, that would be "Lonsesome Town" by Ricky Nelson. then of course there is "Time after Time" sung by Eva Cassidy, "Warning Sign" Coldplay, "Better Things" sung by Everything But The Girl and "Life Will Go On" Chris Isaac. see a patern? lets just say, i did something incredible stupid the other day and fully regret what i didnt do, which was stop myself. but Danny says that we all do things we weren't intending to do, that mistakes are just part of life. so since that silly little thing i did, my brain has been concentrating on lyrics at an alarming rate. that way, i dont have to think about anything else, get it? that way i dont have to think about Emmy, or life or what happened the other night, then i can back to being who i am. a cold hearted bitch, who never needs air conditioning and could be the worlds first living heart donor. for some people, like me, its just easier that way, and sometimes the easy way out is the right way out. holy shit its 2am. oh god i need sleep.