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so ok, i am OBSESSED with veronica mars on (omg don't hate me) the UPN. and tonite was like so wicked, she actaully kissed Logan Echolls. i know that none have you have any idea what i am talking about. but i was like "HOLY HELL!" cuz they hate eachother. but then again, being so excited about a tv show is what makes it my guilty pleasure. i so can not wait till it comes out on DVD. so much better then dawson's creek. i am still in tv shock that they kisses, i have missed like 3 weeks, so i had no idea they were even friends. and boy howdy was it a good kiss, someday i want to be kissed like that. with passion and longing, its been quite some time since i was in a situation where there was passion and longing...well that wasnt drug/alcohol induced. oh crap, now i am thinking about nick again. damn it all sarah, you try so had not to think about the past. since every moment of happiness you had when you were younger was followed by every moment of pain all derived from the same person. thats why this is the only place i talk about him, because i know for a fact, he has no idea i write this. no idea this even exsists and no idea that no matter what happens, i will love him. love never dies, it's just spread to the winds. and all you can do is hope that you feel the breeze again.