Sep 02, 2003 17:37
Today was swizneet and schizool fo' rizzle da hizzle. Andrew is in a few of my classes. At least for today. Eric is in my classes to. He's in my homebase. Alex is in gym with me. I think she's still pissed at me for calling her a bitch. I didn't mean to call her a bitch. It was the day she kept on saying stuff about her red hair. She kept on bragging so I said "shut up you spoiled bitch!". I feel awful. I wasn't thinking. Gosh. I wish I could go back in time. I would go back to earlier this summer and I would never have done anything whatsoever to break up with Alex. I love her. I do. I don't like to say the word "love". I know she hates it. I'll stop if she does. I really, really, really, really, really like Alex. I wish she could acknowledge that she knows I do.poopoo. I thought I was happy. Then the thought of Alex and everything else just made me sad. That sucks :(.