Dec 21, 2006 00:22
eek i am so happy and am trying to figure out why!
i went running yesterday in beautiful weather and did 3 miles in under 30 mins (which is about normal). it was the first physical exertion i'd done since getting sick. so that felt good, but i'm a little sore now. it might be the mirrors in my house, or the fact that i wear sweatpants more often lately, or maybe not eating from being sick, but i definetely feel thinner and more toned. yippee!
joy and i are going to play carols at a nursing home on friday morning, so i went over last night to practice with her. that was fun, but even better was visiting poor sick andy and watching daniel kick chickens on the most badass video game i've ever seen. i laughed so hard i started getting stomach cramps!
i feel like i practiced music all day rehearsing for Christmas Eve solos (Ave Maria and Mary Did You Know) and learning music for the choral service. Singing makes me happy. So do project runway marathons!!!
Haagen-Daaz mango sorbet makes me happy.
my grades are astonishing. somehow, even with a month-long emotional breakdown i managed to pull of mostly B's and a couple A's. wow. i made a B in Grunes without even breaking a sweat! i barely read anything until maybe the night before the test. i threw up in the middle of my final and somehow am still victorious! i thought i had missed enough music theory class to fail, but no. B. for a while i kind of disregarded attendance policies and it was all i could do to even go to class, let alone stay awake. for almost a month i completely disregarded any responsibility for academics and here i am. what happened? that kind of lackadaisical attitude is completely not my style. anyhow, i am not going to scare myself like that again. i can't lose that president's award. it's back to business. and even if i have another breakdown, nobody let me skip class like that again.