Oct 07, 2008 02:38
I dunno, I'm just....really upset right now. I'm not sure why exactly--well. Rephrasing. It could be any number of things. I suppose in general that I'm just very dissatisfied with myself right now.
Things have to change. I have to change. I'm tired of me holding me back. (Or maybe I'm just scared that I'm not holding myself back, there's really no more I can do. Mediocrity is the best I can hope for? God, I hope not.)
I hate feeling like this.