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I feel weird about my job.
I really like it here, I like what I do, and I pretty much like all the
people ...
But I realize that of everyone in my department, I'm the one stuck with
the shit work. I was never assigned many accounts, only Theme Accounts
(like Disney, Sea World, etc.) and help with ROE (which I haven't even
gotten into and I doubt I will). I get on average about one email a
week for work with Disney, and maybe about 2 orders a week as well
(which is nothing).
The rest of my work is other people's work. They have more important
things to do with their accounts than orders. Lisa has all the A-L
accounts and Shaila has M-Z. Do you have any clue how many accounts we
have? Thousands.
And what, I get Theme accounts and that's it? They get to split the
rest of them? I understand that I was assigned my accounts the first
week I was here, and that Shaila's been here 7 months now, and although
Lisa's only been here about 2, she worked here prior to that.
On top of it, the thing that worries me, is that I see how much better
everyone is than me. There's a logic to our system and I don't have it
all down. There are many things I have forgotten that I shouldn't have.
I don't want to suck at my job, and I don't want to be stuck with shit
work the rest of the time I work here. I wonder if in 5 more months
I'll be as good as Shaila, you know?
It worries me. This all worries me ...
I really like it here, I like what I do, and I pretty much like all the
people ...
But I realize that of everyone in my department, I'm the one stuck with
the shit work. I was never assigned many accounts, only Theme Accounts
(like Disney, Sea World, etc.) and help with ROE (which I haven't even
gotten into and I doubt I will). I get on average about one email a
week for work with Disney, and maybe about 2 orders a week as well
(which is nothing).
The rest of my work is other people's work. They have more important
things to do with their accounts than orders. Lisa has all the A-L
accounts and Shaila has M-Z. Do you have any clue how many accounts we
have? Thousands.
And what, I get Theme accounts and that's it? They get to split the
rest of them? I understand that I was assigned my accounts the first
week I was here, and that Shaila's been here 7 months now, and although
Lisa's only been here about 2, she worked here prior to that.
On top of it, the thing that worries me, is that I see how much better
everyone is than me. There's a logic to our system and I don't have it
all down. There are many things I have forgotten that I shouldn't have.
I don't want to suck at my job, and I don't want to be stuck with shit
work the rest of the time I work here. I wonder if in 5 more months
I'll be as good as Shaila, you know?
It worries me. This all worries me ...