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I find myself missing nick more than I care to admit. Damnit. Not because I like him like him but because he's my friend and I haven't heard from him in almost two weeks.
And I had a wierd-assed dream last night about school and camps and all kinds of freaky shit. >.< It scared me.
I slept until 9:30 this morning. It was good. Kory never called but I didn't really expect him to...I'll probably see him tomorrow anyway, so it's not a big deal. It's not a deal at all, really.
And then there's Jason...
Poor Jason.
I think I love him because I feel bad for him. It confuses me sometimes.
I miss Sethy, too.
I want to go back to school. Summer's not even a vacation and I can't SEE ANYBODY! But then I think about what the end of the summer represents and I don't WANT it to be over yet. I just wish this thing with Kory wasn't going on...it messes me up so bad some days.
And I had a wierd-assed dream last night about school and camps and all kinds of freaky shit. >.< It scared me.
I slept until 9:30 this morning. It was good. Kory never called but I didn't really expect him to...I'll probably see him tomorrow anyway, so it's not a big deal. It's not a deal at all, really.
And then there's Jason...
Poor Jason.
I think I love him because I feel bad for him. It confuses me sometimes.
I miss Sethy, too.
I want to go back to school. Summer's not even a vacation and I can't SEE ANYBODY! But then I think about what the end of the summer represents and I don't WANT it to be over yet. I just wish this thing with Kory wasn't going on...it messes me up so bad some days.