Sep 02, 2009 21:36
I've been feeling a bit low this week, which I attribute to several sources:
1) Having had several weeks of exciting stuff going on I suddenly find nothing ahead, I could do another parachute jump in the next couple of weeks without having to take a refresher course, but I don't know if time, money or weather will allow, or really if I want to or not! I am looking at paragliding as something to try as well at some stage.
2) Works seems more of a drag and I received a letter saying 'owing to the current economic downturn there will be no PCSO recruits taken on in 2009'.. so January would be the earliest start yet the papers are full of stories about Sussex Police having to get rid of staff, not take more on. :(
3) Seem to end up really short of money each month, feel like I will never be out of debt. Monies never been important to me per se but being so close to the limit so often makes me feel less secure if something went wrong, or just able to make changes/decisions in life without having financial worries to think about.
4) Generally just feel a bit numb and disconnected.
5) I'm sure the turn in the weather doesn't help either.