SOULMATES
shit motherfucker cunt..
im in love and i actually mean it. i know its stupid...mais for fuck sake.
ive known him for 2 weeks. thats it.
THATS IT.
why must this be so damn hard...
i cant tell him serious shit because hes such a funny person that he takes it as a joke. he'll think im weird by telling him that im in love with him even though we've only met once in our life when we were such young things.
its true, he is my belgian chocolate when im depressed.
i had a piece of chocolate when this dark grey cloud went over me all of a sudden.
i swear...i hope im not bipolar. haha.
im starting to wonder if this is something or just a big joke.
i pratically think of him 24/7 and dream non stop like particles! no i dont think im obsessed and i dont think i will be..i have learned from that! but hes a parasite growing on me. im not sure if i want to remove it or not. i really do enjoy his company. i think hes one of the cutest, great personality people ive met in my 15 years of living. thats pretty amazing.
i really do hate wasting my time.
i talk to him pretty much everyday. he writes novels on my wall. its crazy. but blah. kdjfsfdsjf. and he sends me text messages that are pretty cute i must say.
im love sick. yuck. teenager sickness.
this is no joke.
sorry raphael..