Belong?....
I am now officially a UCF student. I have been here in Orlando for about three weeks now. I am making friends and meeting boys frequently. Ronnie and I broke up within the first week I was here. I guess that our relationship was not as strong as it was thought to be. I am talking with a guy named Brandon. He is a 19 year-old sophomore. He is such a sweet guy! We are not jumping into anything though. He knows that I want to take my time, because I am still trying to find myself. I am trying to figure out exactly where I belong at the moment. I went home this weekend for the fourth and for my mom's birthday. When I got home Thursday night I went to a get together at my brother's. He came back and stayed the night at the house; he hasn't stayed there in years. It was so awkward to have both him and I sleeping in that house together. It was really comforting though. I guess I didn't realize just how much I missed him until I got to spend time with him again. Him and Heather are having problems. She is one of my least favorite people right now. I just wish she would leave, but then again she has Triston(my nephew...well sort of). It would kill my brother and I if she took my baby away from us. I tried to convince my brother that he should just move down here to be closer to me. He said he would try after he got up enough money. As I was sitting at my house, I realized that I didn't belong there anymore. Not necessarily didn't belong, just didn't fit in there. Then I get back to my dorm and I realize that I don't really belong here either. So my question is: Where exactly to I belong and with whom?