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Belong
Pairing: Ohmiya / Ohchi (totally one-sided) / and appearance by Sakuraiba xD
Rating: PG-13 because gay rainbow are not for kids. And slight kisses too.
Genre:Fluff
Word Count:2571
AN: Got this idea flowing madly when I read the Duet July interview from redchemistry@lj.Wrote with tired + nervous mind.Had a lot of mistakes.So yeah,someone lovely helped me to beta-ed this.Thanks Love [ ohnasyer ] And this actually has been posted in my lj [f-lock] but i guess i might as well share this. xD
How long has it been since he was last touched by Nino? Ohno counted the days. Ten. Ten very long, awkward days. He missed Nino too much. But Nino continually ignored him, and he was even glared at when he tried touching Nino’s hand. After several occasions, Ohno has come to the conclusion that none of the rejection was done accidentally but were done with a purpose. And Ohno was determined to find the rationale behind those acts.
“Honestly, it was just the hands. I never minded him touching my butt, did I?” Sho could only shook his head. He couldn’t understand how Nino’s brain works either. The mother of Arashi wanted to help but he had a lot in his hands too. He still failed to convince Aiba that he didn’t have the intention to really kiss that Obaachan. Aiba might appear funny and even stupid sometimes, but the truth is, he was someone with a sensitive heart and even more vulnerable soul.
“Gomen Riida. I have Aiba to deal with. But I think both of you should have a heart-to-heart talk. Maybe he’s just pissed that he died in the previous level or something. You know how Nino can be easily affected by such trivial things… Ouch! “ Sho didn’t get to finish his sentence since Nino suddenly, out of nowhere, crept up behind him and lightly smacked his head.
“You guys should really stop talking about people behind their back, especially when the said people are totally standing right next to you. It’s not like I won’t know.” Nino said sternly without even a glance at Ohno’s direction. He departed from the dressing room with his phone, ignoring Ohno as if he didn’t exist.
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Twelve days. He kept on texting Nino but to no avail. He was getting more and more impatient towards this absurd attitude of Nino. He may not speak much, but he knew that communication is the most essential affair in preserving the harmony that the group has always maintained. And the abrupt change in the sitting position for Arashi no Shukudai-kun was not helping either. In fact, he dreaded sitting beside Aiba. Yes, undeniably he loved Aiba very much. But only Jun and Sho could control Aiba. Not him. His constant quiescent system required someone who could keep him awake. And that someone has always been Nino, along with his touches. With that, he decided what he needed to do.
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Nino heard someone knocking. He wondered who could be at the door. He hadn’t been able to clean up his apartment since two weeks ago. He knew that Ohno had the right to be acting normal. He never told Ohno what he was feeling. He never told Ohno how much he loved his Ohchan. And he was getting frustrated. He’s a cool guy. He can’t be confessing. Especially when Ohno had someone else in his mind.
“Ninomiya Kazunari. You and I need to talk.” Nino was shocked when he saw Ohno, wearing a serious expression, showed up at his doorstep. He was even more oblivious as to what to do but to invite Ohno inside.
“How much longer are you going to ignore me? Why do you keep declining every single drink invitation I gave? Why won’t you answer my calls? Why won’t you reply my emails? And what’s with the sitting spots? It’s awkward having to change the position when we’ve gotten used to it for years. Nino, just what the heck is wrong with you? How can you be all normal and bubbly and sarcastic and ignorant? A-and you even showed magic tricks to the rest when you never even utter a single syllabus to me? Like… Like right now! Why are you being quiet? Talk Nino, talk! I demand you to tell me what your problem is.” It’s the first time in his life that Ohno felt like he couldn’t stop talking. But he knew he had to. He had to give Nino a chance to deliver what he wanted to say.
“If you want to know so much I’ll tell you, Ohno Satoshi-san!!! I’m going to quit Arashi! I can’t talk to you anymore. But I don’t want the group to be in any harm. So yeah. Let me leave you guys.” Nino felt tears coming as he said those cruel words. Ohno was speechless. He truely was lost for words. But he heard Nino’s inaudible voice breaking down. They had been best buddies for so long that he was able to recognize the emotion in Nino’s voice.
Nino felt Ohno body heat disturbingly close by his side. He wanted to hug this person so much. He wanted more than ever to tell this person how much he had been missing him. But he couldn’t, in fear of being rejected. He admitted owning huge ego in his head. And he was most certainly sure that he was not going to lose. Hell, even the whole world knew how much he hated losing.
But suddenly he felt Ohno’s hand wrapped around him. It felt warm. He was confused at first but later, reliefed. He didn’t know where the feelings came from. He didn’t dare to move, feeling that he could break apart if he dares himself to move even a single inch.
“Nino. Don’t talk to me if you don’t want to. Sit as far away from me as your heart desires so. Ignore me, or whatever, I don’t really mind. Just... Just don’t leave the group. Don’t disappear from my sight. And, when you finally decide to talk to me again, please Nino, drop the honorifics. I beg you.”
Nino’s heart clenched the moment Ohno finish saying those words. Had Ohno been feeling the way he did? Or was it simply for the sake of the group, for the sake of their careers? Nino didn’t dare to ask. He still couldn’t lose.
After a good few minutes of warm heaven for Nino, he felt Ohno loosening the hug.
“I’m going home now Nino. Before that, I need to know this. You will never leave Arashi, would you?” Nino nodded. But he decided he was not going to talk to Ohno anymore. Ohno did say he won’t mind Nino ignoring him. What he didn’t see was Ohno’s sad face with eyes hoping for Nino to at least say “yes”. He missed that high-pitched voice so much.
Ohno walked home half heartedly. He knew how hellish the world was going to be after this with Nino not talking to him, ignoring him. The least he could do to calm himself was to think “At least I can still see him”.
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Jun had always been the last one to come for any recordings of their show. But he was never late. In fact, though the last one arriving, he would always be the first one ready. Trust Jun to be fashionably late and serious in his work at the same time.
When he arrived, Jun only saw the Sakuraiba pair sitting side by side, and immediately assumed they had their problems patched up. Jun couldn’t see the big deal about Sho kissing that obaachan’s cheek though. Thank goodness Sho wasn’t offered the part like what Jun has always gotten. Aiba would have divorced Sho instantly though technically they never got married.
But Nino and Ohno were nowhere in sight.
“Hey guys. Am I like really early today? Or the great Ohmiya has finally opted to follow my fashionable path in attempt to deviate my fans into their fandom?” Jun didn’t even bother saying hi to Aiba who was busy playing with Sho’s left earlobe, like it was the most natural thing in the world, and Sho who was busy talking to his other half while trying to what seems like admiring the long fingers of Aiba. God knows how many times Jun had seen this scene that he no longer feels his stomach turning around.
“Eh? I don’t know. They got caught up in the traffic maybe? And hello back to you Jun,” Sho tried to be sarcastic. Seem to bring no effect on the DoS though. Jun’s phone suddenly screamed the song Crazy Moon with Aiba giggling along when he heard the ringtone. He knew he would be in trouble later on. But Sho will always be there to protect him. Or so he thought.
“Yes, Ohno had what? How? Where? Eh? Why shouldn’t I tell Nino? Well ok fine then.” Jun hung up and faced the confused couple.
“Who was that?And don’t tell Nino what?” Aiba was worried.
“Riida's manager just called. He told me that Riida has been warded. He collapsed earlier today” Right then he heard something dropping behind him and the dressing room’s door banging. When he turned around, Jun could only see Nino’s Nintendo lying on the floor. He was about to pick it up when he heard the door slammed open.
“Jun. Which hospital? I won’t say you tell me. I eavesdropped. And pass me my game.” Nino didn’t even bother asking the others if they wanted to come along before storming off.
“Ne, Jun-kun. Shouldn’t we follow Nino? And why is Riida being warded?”
“Don’t worry baka. Riida is fine. He just lacked vitamin OM. Nino has them. “
“Sho-chan. What’s vitamin OM? I’ve never heard of it before. Sounds fun though! Let’s take them too! “
Both Sho and Jun only smiled and decided to not answer Aiba’s question no matter how much he pestered them.
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Nino ran as fast as he could. Why did Ohno said not to tell him? Did he not want Nino to worry? Or did he not want to see Nino? Nino couldn’t think straight. He could hardly breath. He wanted to be there with Ohno as soon as possible.
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Ohno was half asleep when he heard the door opening. He could smell the stylish scent beneath the antiseptics. He knew who had come. Thoughts were running wild in his mind.
‘I thought I told them specifically not to tell Nino. Now what am I going to do?’ Ohno thought desperately and finally decided not to do anything. He waited for Nino’s action first.
Being half awake he felt thin lips touching his own with feathery feeling. He almost returned the kiss when he remembered he was supposed to be sleeping. Besides, Nino had retreated too shortly after that.
Ohno tried peeking with eyes half opened and saw Nino’s head on his bed. Nino was obviously crying. He even heard Nino grumbling something like Ohno being lighter than a plasma tv and Nino should’ve noticed that days ago.
“Do I have to be lighter than a plasma tv to get you talking to me?” Ohno knew Nino might run upon hearing his voice. He had grown to believe that his voice and presence, let alone touches had some sort of frightening effect on Nino. But he had to voice out something and he couldn’t think anything but that.
Much to Ohno’s amazement, Nino didn’t go anywhere. He looked up to Ohno with teary eyes and with a very nervous face.
“How long have you been awake exactly?”
“Long enough to feel your kiss.” Ohno sat up with Nino’s help. The silence following his statement was driving him crazy. It drove Ohno to do something he had wanted to since the day Nino started to ignore him. Ohno pulled Nino and hugged him tightly. He placed his head on Nino’s warm neck and waited for Nino to react.
Nino tried to stay calm and refused to do anything. But his heart was taking control of his mind. Finally he hugged Ohno back and started to realize how much he had missed these kinds of contact with Ohno. He suddenly felt like a girl who had finally solved her problem with her boyfriend and sobbed hard. He tried his best to stop acting that way, but he knew that he had finally lost to the battle. His ego had lost terribly.
When Ohno felt that Nino had calmed down, he slowly let loose a little and asked Nino something that he had wanted to ask for so long.
“Nino. What happened? Why did you ignore me? I miss you so much. I can’t bear it anymore Nino. I miss you too much.” The sincere words made Nino both glad and confused at the same time.
“You said you.. Wanted to.. Erm.. Well.. The interview.. With Chinen.. I..Well I got jealous.” Nino finally decided to confess about what he had been feeling the whole time. He was half expecting Ohno to shove him and ask him to leave. He didn’t know why he was thinking that way either. Perhaps he was just taking cautious of rejection. What he saw instead was a smiling face of Ohno.
“That? And you were jealous? Oh I’m glad I decided to tease my fan boy a little. At least I got to know what I’m feeling isn’t one sided.” Nino was still confused. He didn’t know what to think. But Ohno made his mind clear with a simple kiss. It wasn’t breathless but rather sweet. Ohno has always been sweet. Out of nowhere, while passionately returning the kisses Nino thought that they tasted like his favorite milk buns. Their private time was disturbed though by a loud hyena-like shriek. Only God knows how they had managed to put up with a person who doesn’t even keep his voice down in a freaking hospital.
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Jun, Sho and Aiba accompanied Ohno for the first two days before stopping to come by due to their busy schedules. Nino, on the other hand, decided to take a few days off to take care of Ohno. They could finally really be together without any heartaches, unsettlements, and confusions. However, Ohno had to constantly hold Nino’s hand in a romantic way when Chinen came to visit him. He knew how painful it was in order to get the chance to hold those small hands again and he definitely was not ready to lose that privilege. He probably will never be ready.
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All three of them were playing jan ken when Ohno and Nino entered the dressing room. Ohno was finally ready to come back to work. He had gained weight and his smiles were brighter than ever. Even in the presence of their band mates, Ohno decided not to let go of Nino’s hand.
“I told you Aiba. He only needed vitamin OM. “
“Well Jun, for your information, YOU have NOT told me what vitamin OM is. I even google to check what it is and it seems like vitamin OM doesn’t even exist.”
The dressing room, filled with love obviously emitting from the happy people inside, exploded with Jun’s laughter.
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“Hey Nino, Chinen is finally going to feature in Shukudai-kun today. You just relax, okay? Because me, Ohno Satoshi pledge that I will only belong to you “, whispered Ohno right before they joined the rest of Arashi getting ready for the recordings. That simple statement made Nino felt like he had won the biggest albeit the most difficult game of his life. After all, Nino has always loved a little challenge.
END.
Vit OM is vit OhMiya.I know some might be confuse.haha gomen~ xD
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Rating: PG-13 because gay rainbow are not for kids. And slight kisses too.
Genre:Fluff
Word Count:2571
AN: Got this idea flowing madly when I read the Duet July interview from redchemistry@lj.Wrote with tired + nervous mind.Had a lot of mistakes.So yeah,someone lovely helped me to beta-ed this.Thanks Love [ ohnasyer ] And this actually has been posted in my lj [f-lock] but i guess i might as well share this. xD
How long has it been since he was last touched by Nino? Ohno counted the days. Ten. Ten very long, awkward days. He missed Nino too much. But Nino continually ignored him, and he was even glared at when he tried touching Nino’s hand. After several occasions, Ohno has come to the conclusion that none of the rejection was done accidentally but were done with a purpose. And Ohno was determined to find the rationale behind those acts.
“Honestly, it was just the hands. I never minded him touching my butt, did I?” Sho could only shook his head. He couldn’t understand how Nino’s brain works either. The mother of Arashi wanted to help but he had a lot in his hands too. He still failed to convince Aiba that he didn’t have the intention to really kiss that Obaachan. Aiba might appear funny and even stupid sometimes, but the truth is, he was someone with a sensitive heart and even more vulnerable soul.
“Gomen Riida. I have Aiba to deal with. But I think both of you should have a heart-to-heart talk. Maybe he’s just pissed that he died in the previous level or something. You know how Nino can be easily affected by such trivial things… Ouch! “ Sho didn’t get to finish his sentence since Nino suddenly, out of nowhere, crept up behind him and lightly smacked his head.
“You guys should really stop talking about people behind their back, especially when the said people are totally standing right next to you. It’s not like I won’t know.” Nino said sternly without even a glance at Ohno’s direction. He departed from the dressing room with his phone, ignoring Ohno as if he didn’t exist.
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Twelve days. He kept on texting Nino but to no avail. He was getting more and more impatient towards this absurd attitude of Nino. He may not speak much, but he knew that communication is the most essential affair in preserving the harmony that the group has always maintained. And the abrupt change in the sitting position for Arashi no Shukudai-kun was not helping either. In fact, he dreaded sitting beside Aiba. Yes, undeniably he loved Aiba very much. But only Jun and Sho could control Aiba. Not him. His constant quiescent system required someone who could keep him awake. And that someone has always been Nino, along with his touches. With that, he decided what he needed to do.
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Nino heard someone knocking. He wondered who could be at the door. He hadn’t been able to clean up his apartment since two weeks ago. He knew that Ohno had the right to be acting normal. He never told Ohno what he was feeling. He never told Ohno how much he loved his Ohchan. And he was getting frustrated. He’s a cool guy. He can’t be confessing. Especially when Ohno had someone else in his mind.
“Ninomiya Kazunari. You and I need to talk.” Nino was shocked when he saw Ohno, wearing a serious expression, showed up at his doorstep. He was even more oblivious as to what to do but to invite Ohno inside.
“How much longer are you going to ignore me? Why do you keep declining every single drink invitation I gave? Why won’t you answer my calls? Why won’t you reply my emails? And what’s with the sitting spots? It’s awkward having to change the position when we’ve gotten used to it for years. Nino, just what the heck is wrong with you? How can you be all normal and bubbly and sarcastic and ignorant? A-and you even showed magic tricks to the rest when you never even utter a single syllabus to me? Like… Like right now! Why are you being quiet? Talk Nino, talk! I demand you to tell me what your problem is.” It’s the first time in his life that Ohno felt like he couldn’t stop talking. But he knew he had to. He had to give Nino a chance to deliver what he wanted to say.
“If you want to know so much I’ll tell you, Ohno Satoshi-san!!! I’m going to quit Arashi! I can’t talk to you anymore. But I don’t want the group to be in any harm. So yeah. Let me leave you guys.” Nino felt tears coming as he said those cruel words. Ohno was speechless. He truely was lost for words. But he heard Nino’s inaudible voice breaking down. They had been best buddies for so long that he was able to recognize the emotion in Nino’s voice.
Nino felt Ohno body heat disturbingly close by his side. He wanted to hug this person so much. He wanted more than ever to tell this person how much he had been missing him. But he couldn’t, in fear of being rejected. He admitted owning huge ego in his head. And he was most certainly sure that he was not going to lose. Hell, even the whole world knew how much he hated losing.
But suddenly he felt Ohno’s hand wrapped around him. It felt warm. He was confused at first but later, reliefed. He didn’t know where the feelings came from. He didn’t dare to move, feeling that he could break apart if he dares himself to move even a single inch.
“Nino. Don’t talk to me if you don’t want to. Sit as far away from me as your heart desires so. Ignore me, or whatever, I don’t really mind. Just... Just don’t leave the group. Don’t disappear from my sight. And, when you finally decide to talk to me again, please Nino, drop the honorifics. I beg you.”
Nino’s heart clenched the moment Ohno finish saying those words. Had Ohno been feeling the way he did? Or was it simply for the sake of the group, for the sake of their careers? Nino didn’t dare to ask. He still couldn’t lose.
After a good few minutes of warm heaven for Nino, he felt Ohno loosening the hug.
“I’m going home now Nino. Before that, I need to know this. You will never leave Arashi, would you?” Nino nodded. But he decided he was not going to talk to Ohno anymore. Ohno did say he won’t mind Nino ignoring him. What he didn’t see was Ohno’s sad face with eyes hoping for Nino to at least say “yes”. He missed that high-pitched voice so much.
Ohno walked home half heartedly. He knew how hellish the world was going to be after this with Nino not talking to him, ignoring him. The least he could do to calm himself was to think “At least I can still see him”.
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Jun had always been the last one to come for any recordings of their show. But he was never late. In fact, though the last one arriving, he would always be the first one ready. Trust Jun to be fashionably late and serious in his work at the same time.
When he arrived, Jun only saw the Sakuraiba pair sitting side by side, and immediately assumed they had their problems patched up. Jun couldn’t see the big deal about Sho kissing that obaachan’s cheek though. Thank goodness Sho wasn’t offered the part like what Jun has always gotten. Aiba would have divorced Sho instantly though technically they never got married.
But Nino and Ohno were nowhere in sight.
“Hey guys. Am I like really early today? Or the great Ohmiya has finally opted to follow my fashionable path in attempt to deviate my fans into their fandom?” Jun didn’t even bother saying hi to Aiba who was busy playing with Sho’s left earlobe, like it was the most natural thing in the world, and Sho who was busy talking to his other half while trying to what seems like admiring the long fingers of Aiba. God knows how many times Jun had seen this scene that he no longer feels his stomach turning around.
“Eh? I don’t know. They got caught up in the traffic maybe? And hello back to you Jun,” Sho tried to be sarcastic. Seem to bring no effect on the DoS though. Jun’s phone suddenly screamed the song Crazy Moon with Aiba giggling along when he heard the ringtone. He knew he would be in trouble later on. But Sho will always be there to protect him. Or so he thought.
“Yes, Ohno had what? How? Where? Eh? Why shouldn’t I tell Nino? Well ok fine then.” Jun hung up and faced the confused couple.
“Who was that?And don’t tell Nino what?” Aiba was worried.
“Riida's manager just called. He told me that Riida has been warded. He collapsed earlier today” Right then he heard something dropping behind him and the dressing room’s door banging. When he turned around, Jun could only see Nino’s Nintendo lying on the floor. He was about to pick it up when he heard the door slammed open.
“Jun. Which hospital? I won’t say you tell me. I eavesdropped. And pass me my game.” Nino didn’t even bother asking the others if they wanted to come along before storming off.
“Ne, Jun-kun. Shouldn’t we follow Nino? And why is Riida being warded?”
“Don’t worry baka. Riida is fine. He just lacked vitamin OM. Nino has them. “
“Sho-chan. What’s vitamin OM? I’ve never heard of it before. Sounds fun though! Let’s take them too! “
Both Sho and Jun only smiled and decided to not answer Aiba’s question no matter how much he pestered them.
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Nino ran as fast as he could. Why did Ohno said not to tell him? Did he not want Nino to worry? Or did he not want to see Nino? Nino couldn’t think straight. He could hardly breath. He wanted to be there with Ohno as soon as possible.
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Ohno was half asleep when he heard the door opening. He could smell the stylish scent beneath the antiseptics. He knew who had come. Thoughts were running wild in his mind.
‘I thought I told them specifically not to tell Nino. Now what am I going to do?’ Ohno thought desperately and finally decided not to do anything. He waited for Nino’s action first.
Being half awake he felt thin lips touching his own with feathery feeling. He almost returned the kiss when he remembered he was supposed to be sleeping. Besides, Nino had retreated too shortly after that.
Ohno tried peeking with eyes half opened and saw Nino’s head on his bed. Nino was obviously crying. He even heard Nino grumbling something like Ohno being lighter than a plasma tv and Nino should’ve noticed that days ago.
“Do I have to be lighter than a plasma tv to get you talking to me?” Ohno knew Nino might run upon hearing his voice. He had grown to believe that his voice and presence, let alone touches had some sort of frightening effect on Nino. But he had to voice out something and he couldn’t think anything but that.
Much to Ohno’s amazement, Nino didn’t go anywhere. He looked up to Ohno with teary eyes and with a very nervous face.
“How long have you been awake exactly?”
“Long enough to feel your kiss.” Ohno sat up with Nino’s help. The silence following his statement was driving him crazy. It drove Ohno to do something he had wanted to since the day Nino started to ignore him. Ohno pulled Nino and hugged him tightly. He placed his head on Nino’s warm neck and waited for Nino to react.
Nino tried to stay calm and refused to do anything. But his heart was taking control of his mind. Finally he hugged Ohno back and started to realize how much he had missed these kinds of contact with Ohno. He suddenly felt like a girl who had finally solved her problem with her boyfriend and sobbed hard. He tried his best to stop acting that way, but he knew that he had finally lost to the battle. His ego had lost terribly.
When Ohno felt that Nino had calmed down, he slowly let loose a little and asked Nino something that he had wanted to ask for so long.
“Nino. What happened? Why did you ignore me? I miss you so much. I can’t bear it anymore Nino. I miss you too much.” The sincere words made Nino both glad and confused at the same time.
“You said you.. Wanted to.. Erm.. Well.. The interview.. With Chinen.. I..Well I got jealous.” Nino finally decided to confess about what he had been feeling the whole time. He was half expecting Ohno to shove him and ask him to leave. He didn’t know why he was thinking that way either. Perhaps he was just taking cautious of rejection. What he saw instead was a smiling face of Ohno.
“That? And you were jealous? Oh I’m glad I decided to tease my fan boy a little. At least I got to know what I’m feeling isn’t one sided.” Nino was still confused. He didn’t know what to think. But Ohno made his mind clear with a simple kiss. It wasn’t breathless but rather sweet. Ohno has always been sweet. Out of nowhere, while passionately returning the kisses Nino thought that they tasted like his favorite milk buns. Their private time was disturbed though by a loud hyena-like shriek. Only God knows how they had managed to put up with a person who doesn’t even keep his voice down in a freaking hospital.
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Jun, Sho and Aiba accompanied Ohno for the first two days before stopping to come by due to their busy schedules. Nino, on the other hand, decided to take a few days off to take care of Ohno. They could finally really be together without any heartaches, unsettlements, and confusions. However, Ohno had to constantly hold Nino’s hand in a romantic way when Chinen came to visit him. He knew how painful it was in order to get the chance to hold those small hands again and he definitely was not ready to lose that privilege. He probably will never be ready.
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All three of them were playing jan ken when Ohno and Nino entered the dressing room. Ohno was finally ready to come back to work. He had gained weight and his smiles were brighter than ever. Even in the presence of their band mates, Ohno decided not to let go of Nino’s hand.
“I told you Aiba. He only needed vitamin OM. “
“Well Jun, for your information, YOU have NOT told me what vitamin OM is. I even google to check what it is and it seems like vitamin OM doesn’t even exist.”
The dressing room, filled with love obviously emitting from the happy people inside, exploded with Jun’s laughter.
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“Hey Nino, Chinen is finally going to feature in Shukudai-kun today. You just relax, okay? Because me, Ohno Satoshi pledge that I will only belong to you “, whispered Ohno right before they joined the rest of Arashi getting ready for the recordings. That simple statement made Nino felt like he had won the biggest albeit the most difficult game of his life. After all, Nino has always loved a little challenge.
END.
Vit OM is vit OhMiya.I know some might be confuse.haha gomen~ xD
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