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How Arashi Cures Jun's Loneliness
Title : How Arashi Cures Jun's Loneliness
Author : bokunosubete and ohnasyer
Pairing : Errr non?Friendship fic.Oh well.There's a pair who managed to wiggle themselves into the story. *glares*
Rating : G.Meccha safe xD
Summary : He's being too free and he hates it!
He was always the one being left out from the group. Be it performances or concerts, whenever they have special effects the other four will somehow find ways to be with one another and he would be in the middle alone. People say it was his way of wanting to be at the center of attraction. What they didn’t know was the loneliness of being the one at the center. It lingers on him, even after the show has ended.
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There is a certain period of an artist life where they won’t have much job to be done. It was that time of the year for him. He had just ended filming for another drama and Arashi’s concert was a long way to go. It was that time of the year where he would spend his days going to the beach. Alone.
“Aiba-chan, I’m going to the beach this Saturday. Want to tag along?”
“It’s daaaate~day Jun-chan~! Gomen ne!”
He knew better than to ask the Ohmiya. They would either be at the lake fishing or painting, playing magic at home or simply being the gayest people on earth in their own bed. Sometimes Jun wondered, if deep in their fans’ heart, they still believed those two were really straight despite the fact they showed not so subtle gayness. Because if they did, they were so wrong.
Of course, he thought of asking Sho. But then again, Sho was always busy with his work. What’s with the latest drama he signed, being newscaster, and other educational jobs he had taken. Honestly, Jun believed with all his heart that one day, Sho would at least be a governor, if not the prime minister of Japan.
It all brought everything back to zero. Jun was again being left alone. It wasn’t as if he didn’t have any friend other than Arashi. Surely enough Ryo or Toma would accompany him the moment he asked. Or rather the moment he made them too. However, it wouldn’t make Jun feel any better. They would come out of some sort of obligation. Not because they simply wanted too.
Arashi would say no if they didn’t want to. Yes if they loved to. There would be no feeling of needing to be there, there would be only wanting to be there. Though personally speaking, he loved hanging out with his Arashi the most. They understood him more than anyone else.
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“This is rare of you. Are you like, too bored or did you miss me too much?” Despite what people usually thought of him, Jun did visit his parents more than once in a while. Well at least when he was too bored or when he missed his sister’s teasing. That time it was the earlier reason he went back to his parents.
“Yeah. Nobody wanted to go out with me.”
“Go find a girlfriend or boyfriend. It’s not like you don’t have girls on their knees wanting to be yours and yours only. And since when did I have a straight brother?”
“Shut up. I love girls. It’s just that, the ones who seem to love me so much are my fans. They don’t understand me enough to accept me.”
“Because you don’t let them.”
“Whatever sis. And by the way, maybe I should get this to you once and for all. I am so freaking straight.”
Another reason why he couldn’t find a girlfriend. A little bit on the short tempered side, despite his warm gentleness as Nino have said in his letter to Arashi. Sometimes he could be scary when he wanted to. Oh hell, even when he didn’t want to.
For those reasons, he believed no one could really understand him well. He dated Inoue after Hana Yori Dango the Movie ended. It lasted no longer than two months. She couldn’t take his sometimes rather childish behaviour. They still remained good friends though. For him, it was simply stating that he shouldn’t be dating anyone anymore. The ones who would be on his dating list would either be his own family member or Arashi. Obviously Ohmiya was yet to inflict him with their rainbow virus. Not that he wanted to anyway.
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Two days...
Three days...
He still went to the exact same beach on daily basis. He would ask the others out everyday though he would be rejected all the time. If it was another person, like Ohno, he would’ve enjoyed the period. No filming, no concerts around the corner, not much dance rehearsals, just some shows to avoid life from being too mundane and gray. However, this is Jun. He hated it. But he wasn’t a workaholic. Too much free time meant a lot more to him. It spelled too much sleeping, too much gaming, too much shopping and most of all, too much loneliness. He could be Nino anytime with gaming, he could be Paris Hilton for shopping, he could gain extra pounds from too much sleeping, but seriously, he couldn’t take too much loneliness. It was just too much for him.
“Hey Jun, I was thinking.”
“Since when did you ever not think my dearest Sho?”
“….”
“God. I’m sorry. I think I ate something wrong. Snappy chips? Sorry.”
“Well, I was thinking, maybe we could go out for dinner together. Yakiniku? Ohchan- I mean nobody will have to treat anyone. This Saturday. Sounds good to you?” Winning that episode of VS Arashi they had just recorded couldn’t top the happiness he felt when Sho invited them.
“Sure! I’d love to!” Finally, he could have some time with at least one of his band mates.
“Hey hey! The Ohmiya wants in!”
“Aiba-chan mo~!”
Jun knew it was going to be the day he would love the most. At least since the past 1 month.
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“Cheers!”
The laughter, the talks, the jokes though a little lame at times, made Jun’s day much much better. The next day was an off day for them and thus the carefree Saturday night.
Right after they had yakiniku for dinner, they went to the karaoke to sing and drink for what seemingly all night long. Jun realized it would be long before they could have this again. Sho would have his extra works, Aiba and his weekly if not daily dates with Becky and Ohmiya…. well they’d be doing what they do best. Other than being practically joined at the hips of course. The least Jun could do was to savour the night as much as possible and keep the memory intact. Just to help him survive.
“Let’s crash at Junjun’s house!”
“Ehhh? Why mine? Why not your house?”
“Becky will be mad when she had to clean after you guys.”
“Fine. Whatever.”
Truth be told, Jun loved the fact they were sleeping over. As girlish as it may sounded, he liked it much when they could talk all night long. He was genuinely happy. He didn’t worry about cleaning up though. The DoS never clean up after people. They would do it themselves.
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4 futons were laid at the hall and they decided to share, inclusive of Jun. He decided to sleep between Aiba and Sho. Surely he couldn’t come in between Nino and his Ohno, but really, he wanted to sleep between Aiba and Sho. He felt comfortable from the warmness those two emits.
He was enjoying the night and was slowly drifting off when he heard Nino calling him.
“Hey Jun. Are you still awake?”
“Kind of. What’s up?”
“You know I love Ohchan the most. Right?”
“Ergh. The whole world knows so.”
“But Jun... I love you too. As much as I love my own family member.”
Jun was speechless. It wasn’t very Nino to be saying those words. Then he heard Ohchan speak.
“Me too Jun. I love my Junpon very very much!”
“Aiba loves hin Juntan too ne~”
He felt like crying and laughing at the same time. The feelings were overwhelming. He didn’t know what should be said.
“Hey Jun,” Sho’s voice was soft yet clear for all of them. He spoke with his hand holding Jun’s.
“Don’t think you’re alone. We’re really sorry for leaving you alone most of the time. But really, we love you very much. Maximum love!” Sho finished off the shocking blow with a press on his lips on Jun’s forehead.
“Hey! I wanna kiss my Juntan too!”
Jun thought it was less than 5 seconds before Arashi was all over him. He would’ve kicked them out if he wasn’t feeling so happy by the fact they were holding him tight. Instead, he opted to laugh his heart out.
“Guys. I love you too. Thanks.” A little cheesy but he couldn’t stop himself from saying it. He couldn’t stop himself from giving each of them a peck of their cheeks too.
“Awwww~ Junpon’s lips are so soft. Hey maybe I could date him too ne?”
“Say that again and there’ll be no sex for you in the next 7 months. No, I meant 7 days! Get that Ohchan?!”
“Ergh. I love you guys. But really, I’d prefer to be left out from your sparkly world. Leave me out of this will you?”
They talked a little more before slowly, one by one their eyes closed contentedly until it was only Sho and Jun who was still awake.
“How did you know?”
“Huh?”
“About me being lonely.”
“We just do.”
He felt happy again. He held Sho’s hand and went to sleep with smiles. He heard Sho saying that he love Jun once again, he felt Sho’s lips on his forehead again before his mind was shut from the outside world. All that left was sweet dreams for Jun. He felt as though he was flying in the clouds, like an angel being happy, flying, eating purple cotton candies, and he was just about to play the harp-
When Aiba’s legs kicked his stomach. Damn.
The end! ^^
I hope somebody enjoyed it.Comments and critics are ♥ Bitching without reason is a no no? xD
Author : bokunosubete and ohnasyer
Pairing : Errr non?Friendship fic.Oh well.There's a pair who managed to wiggle themselves into the story. *glares*
Rating : G.Meccha safe xD
Summary : He's being too free and he hates it!
He was always the one being left out from the group. Be it performances or concerts, whenever they have special effects the other four will somehow find ways to be with one another and he would be in the middle alone. People say it was his way of wanting to be at the center of attraction. What they didn’t know was the loneliness of being the one at the center. It lingers on him, even after the show has ended.
--------------
There is a certain period of an artist life where they won’t have much job to be done. It was that time of the year for him. He had just ended filming for another drama and Arashi’s concert was a long way to go. It was that time of the year where he would spend his days going to the beach. Alone.
“Aiba-chan, I’m going to the beach this Saturday. Want to tag along?”
“It’s daaaate~day Jun-chan~! Gomen ne!”
He knew better than to ask the Ohmiya. They would either be at the lake fishing or painting, playing magic at home or simply being the gayest people on earth in their own bed. Sometimes Jun wondered, if deep in their fans’ heart, they still believed those two were really straight despite the fact they showed not so subtle gayness. Because if they did, they were so wrong.
Of course, he thought of asking Sho. But then again, Sho was always busy with his work. What’s with the latest drama he signed, being newscaster, and other educational jobs he had taken. Honestly, Jun believed with all his heart that one day, Sho would at least be a governor, if not the prime minister of Japan.
It all brought everything back to zero. Jun was again being left alone. It wasn’t as if he didn’t have any friend other than Arashi. Surely enough Ryo or Toma would accompany him the moment he asked. Or rather the moment he made them too. However, it wouldn’t make Jun feel any better. They would come out of some sort of obligation. Not because they simply wanted too.
Arashi would say no if they didn’t want to. Yes if they loved to. There would be no feeling of needing to be there, there would be only wanting to be there. Though personally speaking, he loved hanging out with his Arashi the most. They understood him more than anyone else.
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“This is rare of you. Are you like, too bored or did you miss me too much?” Despite what people usually thought of him, Jun did visit his parents more than once in a while. Well at least when he was too bored or when he missed his sister’s teasing. That time it was the earlier reason he went back to his parents.
“Yeah. Nobody wanted to go out with me.”
“Go find a girlfriend or boyfriend. It’s not like you don’t have girls on their knees wanting to be yours and yours only. And since when did I have a straight brother?”
“Shut up. I love girls. It’s just that, the ones who seem to love me so much are my fans. They don’t understand me enough to accept me.”
“Because you don’t let them.”
“Whatever sis. And by the way, maybe I should get this to you once and for all. I am so freaking straight.”
Another reason why he couldn’t find a girlfriend. A little bit on the short tempered side, despite his warm gentleness as Nino have said in his letter to Arashi. Sometimes he could be scary when he wanted to. Oh hell, even when he didn’t want to.
For those reasons, he believed no one could really understand him well. He dated Inoue after Hana Yori Dango the Movie ended. It lasted no longer than two months. She couldn’t take his sometimes rather childish behaviour. They still remained good friends though. For him, it was simply stating that he shouldn’t be dating anyone anymore. The ones who would be on his dating list would either be his own family member or Arashi. Obviously Ohmiya was yet to inflict him with their rainbow virus. Not that he wanted to anyway.
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Two days...
Three days...
He still went to the exact same beach on daily basis. He would ask the others out everyday though he would be rejected all the time. If it was another person, like Ohno, he would’ve enjoyed the period. No filming, no concerts around the corner, not much dance rehearsals, just some shows to avoid life from being too mundane and gray. However, this is Jun. He hated it. But he wasn’t a workaholic. Too much free time meant a lot more to him. It spelled too much sleeping, too much gaming, too much shopping and most of all, too much loneliness. He could be Nino anytime with gaming, he could be Paris Hilton for shopping, he could gain extra pounds from too much sleeping, but seriously, he couldn’t take too much loneliness. It was just too much for him.
“Hey Jun, I was thinking.”
“Since when did you ever not think my dearest Sho?”
“….”
“God. I’m sorry. I think I ate something wrong. Snappy chips? Sorry.”
“Well, I was thinking, maybe we could go out for dinner together. Yakiniku? Ohchan- I mean nobody will have to treat anyone. This Saturday. Sounds good to you?” Winning that episode of VS Arashi they had just recorded couldn’t top the happiness he felt when Sho invited them.
“Sure! I’d love to!” Finally, he could have some time with at least one of his band mates.
“Hey hey! The Ohmiya wants in!”
“Aiba-chan mo~!”
Jun knew it was going to be the day he would love the most. At least since the past 1 month.
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“Cheers!”
The laughter, the talks, the jokes though a little lame at times, made Jun’s day much much better. The next day was an off day for them and thus the carefree Saturday night.
Right after they had yakiniku for dinner, they went to the karaoke to sing and drink for what seemingly all night long. Jun realized it would be long before they could have this again. Sho would have his extra works, Aiba and his weekly if not daily dates with Becky and Ohmiya…. well they’d be doing what they do best. Other than being practically joined at the hips of course. The least Jun could do was to savour the night as much as possible and keep the memory intact. Just to help him survive.
“Let’s crash at Junjun’s house!”
“Ehhh? Why mine? Why not your house?”
“Becky will be mad when she had to clean after you guys.”
“Fine. Whatever.”
Truth be told, Jun loved the fact they were sleeping over. As girlish as it may sounded, he liked it much when they could talk all night long. He was genuinely happy. He didn’t worry about cleaning up though. The DoS never clean up after people. They would do it themselves.
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4 futons were laid at the hall and they decided to share, inclusive of Jun. He decided to sleep between Aiba and Sho. Surely he couldn’t come in between Nino and his Ohno, but really, he wanted to sleep between Aiba and Sho. He felt comfortable from the warmness those two emits.
He was enjoying the night and was slowly drifting off when he heard Nino calling him.
“Hey Jun. Are you still awake?”
“Kind of. What’s up?”
“You know I love Ohchan the most. Right?”
“Ergh. The whole world knows so.”
“But Jun... I love you too. As much as I love my own family member.”
Jun was speechless. It wasn’t very Nino to be saying those words. Then he heard Ohchan speak.
“Me too Jun. I love my Junpon very very much!”
“Aiba loves hin Juntan too ne~”
He felt like crying and laughing at the same time. The feelings were overwhelming. He didn’t know what should be said.
“Hey Jun,” Sho’s voice was soft yet clear for all of them. He spoke with his hand holding Jun’s.
“Don’t think you’re alone. We’re really sorry for leaving you alone most of the time. But really, we love you very much. Maximum love!” Sho finished off the shocking blow with a press on his lips on Jun’s forehead.
“Hey! I wanna kiss my Juntan too!”
Jun thought it was less than 5 seconds before Arashi was all over him. He would’ve kicked them out if he wasn’t feeling so happy by the fact they were holding him tight. Instead, he opted to laugh his heart out.
“Guys. I love you too. Thanks.” A little cheesy but he couldn’t stop himself from saying it. He couldn’t stop himself from giving each of them a peck of their cheeks too.
“Awwww~ Junpon’s lips are so soft. Hey maybe I could date him too ne?”
“Say that again and there’ll be no sex for you in the next 7 months. No, I meant 7 days! Get that Ohchan?!”
“Ergh. I love you guys. But really, I’d prefer to be left out from your sparkly world. Leave me out of this will you?”
They talked a little more before slowly, one by one their eyes closed contentedly until it was only Sho and Jun who was still awake.
“How did you know?”
“Huh?”
“About me being lonely.”
“We just do.”
He felt happy again. He held Sho’s hand and went to sleep with smiles. He heard Sho saying that he love Jun once again, he felt Sho’s lips on his forehead again before his mind was shut from the outside world. All that left was sweet dreams for Jun. He felt as though he was flying in the clouds, like an angel being happy, flying, eating purple cotton candies, and he was just about to play the harp-
When Aiba’s legs kicked his stomach. Damn.
The end! ^^
I hope somebody enjoyed it.Comments and critics are ♥ Bitching without reason is a no no? xD