Small update before I heard into work.
I will and need to do a long post at some point in the near future. I think a major source for my depression is being able to see the complexities in life, and have no answer. To elaborate, I mean I can state all these issues of reasonings of peoples actions, myself included, and have no answer for overcoming. There was a time when I believed myself knowledgeable, but now I feel lost, as a soldier standing on a battlefield, wondering why he's carrying his rifle, powerless to defy his superiors lest he be cast aside,or worse yet if he doesn't fight his own life may be taken.
Powerless, perhaps that's my current reasoning for feeling pulled down.
As I stated, I need to think some more and do a long posting. When that time comes, I will, but for now, I feel I must hoist my rifle up and join in the fray.
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