Soon this will change, just like the seasons.
Well, now seems like an appropriate time to reflect. It is the end of my first week of my sophomore year of college at Transylvania University. There are lots of things that concern me, and lots of things that excite me.
Chi omega excites me. During a fit of -random- upset emotions, my big told me that I should look forward to an officer's position come slating (voting) in the spring. God, it was completely inappropriate to say, but it felt so great that the E.C. (exec. council) has noticed my efforts. I'm glad they feel they can depend on me. I don't know when I'll feel grown up, though. To an extent, I feel grown up, but it simply comes with the new arrival of those younger than me.
The freshman are frustrating but promising at times. I just have to wonder. You can tell, to them, it's not college, but COLLEGE! They should know... it will soon become college . . . . . because it can seem so heavy that it will break you down. But this is it, folks! It's our only time to get away with this stuff! I've realized, in the real world, parties don't really exist that much.
And the real world? That doesn't really exist so far.
And the relationship status? Still single. It's taken some adjusting. But I still miss Coop, every day. I'm pretty sure he feels the same way, but he's more focused on the fact that his job search... well, not the most successful. I think he's so lost. And I'm not.
So much the better for me.