May 07, 2005 04:13
I woke up this morning feeling well, nackered :-p 04:00 and all, but besides the point. After I got passed the initional nackered point to what I am now, I found that I feel pretty good. For the first time since Ari andRach started Dating, I can honestly say I'm happy that she has someone there for her. No I'll never be happy that they are dating :-p cos I loved that privilage and am still aiming for another chance oneday ;) but I'm not going to let it bother me for now. I treasure my friendship with Rachel to much to spoil it in anyway by being miserable and lonely. Not to mention, I am EXTREMELY worried about her of late, it seems that in the last month with school, family, everything, it has just really gotten to her, and I wish I could be there for her. Anyone that reads her LJ will know what I mean.
Oh, and Rach, if you read this, I'll Email you when I get in tonight,I havent had a chance to properly do the research you asked for, but I finish at 14:00, so I should e able to get you something fairly sharpish, if I dont forget :-p If not, I'll ait till I see you online later, but I'll try get you the Email first :) Remember too, I'm ALWAYs here for you, no matter what.
On to Bri, Your an amazing friend who gets absolutely no luck in relationships it would seem, so we have something in comman! but seriously, I Really hope you get the gal for you soon, cos hate seeing you go through so much hurt cos of bitches like Jen and such like when you truely Deserve to be happy.
Kelly, Its prety much the same situation here, We all thought that things would work well with you and Dustin, but then he prooed to be a complete ass, and stab you in the heart, and buggers, i'll finishe this later, gotta go, but basically same as I said to bri ;) i'll put more in later, i gota leave for wrk now! BYE!