Depressed to the Max

[reyinn]

I am so depressed right now. So, I was just at Solo and Ensemble, and I knew I wasn't going to get a good score, but I was praying that some miracle would happen and I would get a medal. I did, a bronze, which is better than what I thought, but the stickler is that when I was warming up I played fine, almost perfectly, and then, after entering that room it all fell apart. It beyond fell apart. I had to STOP five times because it got so bad. I would have been happy with a bronze if I had played to the best of my abilities, elated, even, but I didn't. I sucked so bad, my tone was horrible, I can't stand thinking about it. It was fine warming up and then... BAM.

I'm just depressed.