RANT rave whatever. Im a lunatic so move along folks.
Literally. If your having hard time your sick or heart broken. Or stressed. The soloution Go see a doc pump yourself full of pills that have drastic unhealthy side effects. Your problems not cured but your fake happy so who cares!
Nope go away Your depressive downer. We dont want to hear all those crappy things going on in your life because it inconveniences us. We dont want to know about those awfulthings because it depresses us Instead of challenging it as a collective we will simply bitch when it hurts us later. You wonder why people commit suicide. They felt they had no where to turn to. They feel if they burden anyone with a problem. It will only result in backlash. They dont want to talk to a stranger about something. They look to those that are supposed to be there the ones who profess to love them. People speak up and go If only THEY talked to me If only I could have done something to save them. This is partly voice of guilt and regret kicking in. Because sometimes people do reach out they do ask for help you just get caught up in things and failed to notice that. I once thought about just driving off the bluff near my house. Of course my family would know right away. Work would know fast. But anyone else how long would it take to notice? Days? Weeks? Months? How fast would I be forgotten and replaced. I literally analyzed who would feel the loss and who would recover quickly and shrug it off. Now im too much a coward to actually do anything God I wince when I look at roadkill. I get scared of heights and actually am afraid to die because If there is nothing after life then what a huge waste my life has been. What huge waste human consciousness is period. It kinda scares me so yeah I wont be doing that. But I did think about it a few times. We seem to have lost the compassion aspect of the human condition.. Friends are easy to replace. If ones Down and broken get a new one. Its only the good times that matter. How dare they unload that baggage on you you have enough to deal with. I see it now because I have done it to people.
I feel life is precious but at the same token I can understand why some suicides happen. ( not all suicides are the same)
You see real fast who " CARES" versus who just wants you around when its convenient. Real friends will kick you ass when your down but will also be there to hold you up. I notice people; cant handle reality. They cant stomach when things are hard for somebody else. We actively push people away from us who are sad or need support. We drop contact with people struggling to get by. Because it inconveniences us. When one suffers we kick into this mindset of I cant help them I have my own things to deal with. We dont teach about helping others we teach about being happy all the time how important it is That the self is more then the whole collective.
I for one am tired of this behavior. If you are really going to get close to someone take the bad with the good. And realize that They arent going to be ray of sunshine all the time and when someone suffers BE THERE Dammit. because one day? Mark my words one day? it will be your turn to feel heartache despair loneliness anger and hopeless.
Nope go away Your depressive downer. We dont want to hear all those crappy things going on in your life because it inconveniences us. We dont want to know about those awfulthings because it depresses us Instead of challenging it as a collective we will simply bitch when it hurts us later. You wonder why people commit suicide. They felt they had no where to turn to. They feel if they burden anyone with a problem. It will only result in backlash. They dont want to talk to a stranger about something. They look to those that are supposed to be there the ones who profess to love them. People speak up and go If only THEY talked to me If only I could have done something to save them. This is partly voice of guilt and regret kicking in. Because sometimes people do reach out they do ask for help you just get caught up in things and failed to notice that. I once thought about just driving off the bluff near my house. Of course my family would know right away. Work would know fast. But anyone else how long would it take to notice? Days? Weeks? Months? How fast would I be forgotten and replaced. I literally analyzed who would feel the loss and who would recover quickly and shrug it off. Now im too much a coward to actually do anything God I wince when I look at roadkill. I get scared of heights and actually am afraid to die because If there is nothing after life then what a huge waste my life has been. What huge waste human consciousness is period. It kinda scares me so yeah I wont be doing that. But I did think about it a few times. We seem to have lost the compassion aspect of the human condition.. Friends are easy to replace. If ones Down and broken get a new one. Its only the good times that matter. How dare they unload that baggage on you you have enough to deal with. I see it now because I have done it to people.
I feel life is precious but at the same token I can understand why some suicides happen. ( not all suicides are the same)
You see real fast who " CARES" versus who just wants you around when its convenient. Real friends will kick you ass when your down but will also be there to hold you up. I notice people; cant handle reality. They cant stomach when things are hard for somebody else. We actively push people away from us who are sad or need support. We drop contact with people struggling to get by. Because it inconveniences us. When one suffers we kick into this mindset of I cant help them I have my own things to deal with. We dont teach about helping others we teach about being happy all the time how important it is That the self is more then the whole collective.
I for one am tired of this behavior. If you are really going to get close to someone take the bad with the good. And realize that They arent going to be ray of sunshine all the time and when someone suffers BE THERE Dammit. because one day? Mark my words one day? it will be your turn to feel heartache despair loneliness anger and hopeless.