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Grouchyness Its plaguing me lately Ill be okay but then the lightest things send me into this internal rage i have a hard time cooling it could be heatr or stress building up from a bunch of other issues I dont know but Yanno I'm close to telling more then few people to go fuck themselves. Or tell them how i relaly feel I know i can deal some folks some serious damage thier egos or psyches. IM just tired And learning to hate humanity lately and I like people but lately all im seeing is more and more selfish behaviors people doing things that just boggles me Humanity is so hell bent on destroying anything good we have. From t he environment to crushing pro labour forces who fight for workers rights across the board it just boggles me how short sighted and selfish we are getting. We seem to belive whatever the media spoon feeds us as gospel. And people don't even realize how powerful media is and how it has brainwashed the populace. Or just how un caring we are abotu our fellow man. We know that its impolite to talk on cellphone in a theater yet every time i go tot he movies lately one douchebag has his phone on it rings and he starts having a conversation.. forget the ten or twelve people in earshot his need to talk is more important then everyone elses movie enjoyment. Thats just the tip of the ice. but Anyway.
I can think of a million little reasons why im grouchy and so angry and bitter feeling perhaps a million little reasons are the reason Im so grumpy I cant seem to get a break in work in love in my own hobbiesIN my friends and family. Always something nasty flung my way. A vacation wont fix it because all of it is there waiting f r me when i get back. I just want somethingto work in my favor in my life so I CAN actually work on my goals and move forward so much is holding me back from moving forward.