*sigh*
I just screwed up anther friend ship today… now I have NO friends. I started a harmless roumor and it turned into something big. I wwalk around in the hallways and always get tripped because of my roumor starting. I can't keep my mouth closed and I can't ever keep my friends. I feel like my heart has been torn into pieces.
The frustration builds up and it's just there. Like when I'm taking a test and I can't figure out the answer and I get upset and wanna cry. I get into tons of fights… all the time. Everyone swears they look out for me, but why won't they stop me?
Its unfair. I get treated bad for things I can't controll. I get beat up every day because of things my brother did. And everyone always picks on me because I don't have my dad around. I've never had him around. And my mom hates me… I could die right now and no one would care.
All those girls always talk about having their dad to spoil them and meet their boyfriends. I can't even get a boy friend. I can't even get a friend. Everyone makes fun of me because I have the lowest grades. My highest grade is a 23. In science. I'm tired of it. I just wanna die.
I don't even get a room, I live in my garage. And my house has like four other empty rooms. But they all just hate me.
And I have this one friend. He's my only friend. And I like him a lot, but he has a girlfriend. And she hates me. And now I don't really hang out with him. She won't let him even say hi to me!
But that's what it's like to be me...
No one cares about me anyway.
The frustration builds up and it's just there. Like when I'm taking a test and I can't figure out the answer and I get upset and wanna cry. I get into tons of fights… all the time. Everyone swears they look out for me, but why won't they stop me?
Its unfair. I get treated bad for things I can't controll. I get beat up every day because of things my brother did. And everyone always picks on me because I don't have my dad around. I've never had him around. And my mom hates me… I could die right now and no one would care.
All those girls always talk about having their dad to spoil them and meet their boyfriends. I can't even get a boy friend. I can't even get a friend. Everyone makes fun of me because I have the lowest grades. My highest grade is a 23. In science. I'm tired of it. I just wanna die.
I don't even get a room, I live in my garage. And my house has like four other empty rooms. But they all just hate me.
And I have this one friend. He's my only friend. And I like him a lot, but he has a girlfriend. And she hates me. And now I don't really hang out with him. She won't let him even say hi to me!
But that's what it's like to be me...
No one cares about me anyway.