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When everyone hates you and picks on you and you're never loved on because no one loves you… yeah, that feeling. When everyone hates you, and they laugh at you because yyou can't read all too well because you're dislexic. When you have no friends at school, when you get shoved around and hit all the time. When your mom and step-dad hate you. When your teacher calls on you and says "Read the board out loud for the class," and you mumble: "I-I can't..." and the class erupts in laughter. When you think about all the people who have ever hurt you. When you think "I don't care!" but your heart is being ripped up. When you sit alone in a dark room and silently cry. When you hallucinate about one of your favorite people telling you that it will get better. When you stop and think "is it worth it?". When you finally give up and lay down and say goodbye… when you become me and see why everything is so serious to me, even a stupid joke, and when you realize that death is peaceful, and that life is the scary part. When you become I.