Death and Resurrection

[rexin_v]

I guess I've decided to resurrect my live journal page. Woohoo! *waves arms*, but then again...

The whole reason as to why I am bringing this back to life is because I've been hit repeatedly with bad news the past two weeks. To get right to the point, I'm sick of it. I'm tired of the people and creatures around me dying. I hate caring about things,

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[rexin_v]

Uuugh, man, sorry you had to read all that (even though it was totally voluntary XD). I don't think your comment was misplaced, I don't think there is much to say to this. One just has to read it and raise an eyebrow XD. Also, I think the fact that yesterday was the 1st day of class just added to my stress levels and this is the effect.

In a much better mood today though! It helped that my mother texted me this morning and told me she found Rika. She was across the street in the neighbors garage. That cat never crosses the street, something must have caught her attention over there o_O. But anyway knowing that she came back was like lifting a camel pack full of bricks off my back. But yeah, cats are notorious for getting out of sticky situations. That's why they say they have 9 lives ;D, and probably if we were in a less urban area I would feel better about them wandering off like that. It's just around there they are so prone to being run over, and people speed on our street like crazy, not to mention we live close to a very busy street that never sleeps. Ha, I just remembered Barney ran off for a month or so back in Alice. We thought he was dead or stolen, but then showed up one day like "OH HAI :D feed me now!" XD. I remember he was really really dirty and incredibly thin. We had to work him back to his normal weight. But even though cats are survivors, it's hard not to worry about them as you know :(. And UGH those cases where they just vanish and never come back. They are infuriating and are the hardest to let go of. It's the hope that they are still alive that's hard to kill. And if they are alive, surely they will come back. But they won't. Hard to accept indeed. And also not knowing what happened just leaves it open, and lacking in a decent closure.

And about Chiquita, yeah she was a hell of a survivor. Birds don't handle stress very well, and the stuff she went through would kill most birds just from the scare, not so much the injury. I also just named the two biggest things that happened to her, she was attacked again by a raccoon after spring semester was over. It made her bleed again but I got out there with Casanova and a BB gun in a split second. Luckily I was awake because it was 3 in the morning-ish. She also had another problem with the heat up in college station. She was under the porch but the sun moved to where it shined right on her cage and we didn't notice it until we saw her panting...again. It wasn't as bad as the first time thankfully.

Whoops, comment turned out long! I need to go get ready for class, but it isn't until 6:30. I'll most likely be back to surf some more XD. I'll leave with the thought of Esther. It's amazing how meaningful my experiences were with her, and I only met her maybe twice and read her tweets, when I've known some for almost my entire life and they haven't done shit worth any meaning. Never had that experience and it's just totally weirding me out, but in a good way >.>. The effect Esther had is really hard to explain, but hopefully it will become clearer in time.

Hokay gotta get ready (uhgg) I do appreciate your comment though. Things are already starting to look better and the next entry shouldn't be so brooding :3

[wicked_radiance]

Oh I didn't know your classes started monday =O how was it?

I'm glad she was found safe ^^. And with regards to missing kitties =/ I always hope they got found by a family and were taken care of, but the childish part of me still is like "but she was mine ;~; only I could take the bestest care of her!" and then I feel bad. But even if it means they are like 21 years old I like to believe they are still alive u_u.

Haha I still don't really know what to say...feeling all awkward =(. Glad things are getting better though. Um...I bought Aion? That's...about all that's going on with me...and physics homework, thirty pages of physics homework every week.

[rexin_v]

Indeed, they did start on Monday, and overall it was an okay day. I gotta get up a little bit early, but not too early like 7:00 or anything. My history teacher seems cool, so I think that class will be enjoyable even if I do remember most of it. He won't make it too boring XD. Today is precal again. Fuuuuck, but they 3rd's a charm. This time I should make an A in that damn class and if I don't screw it, I'll wait until I transfer to take it again. Not giving up though, nah uh. It is with the same teacher too, so maybe it will be a bit more predictable. I think I'm about to reach the limit for how many times you can take the class. Grawr, this class is my nemesis.

So ooooh you got Aion, have you played it yet? Or is that all you have been doing =P ahahaha I wouldn't blame ye. How jawesome is it? And holy shit 30 pages of physics every week. That sucks, but hey I think physics is awesome. Better than writing some stupid essay anyway.