Aug 10, 2005 21:22
so, yea, my last day of work is on monday, then im done til prolly january...looking forward to not working. I've made some major ka-ching the past year so im extremely stable and can afford to not work.
I dont have to work on thursday but i have to go to the dumb dentist again...they love me there...lol...i dont think many people know this but i have fake teeth...2 of them...they arent gross tho cuz i cant take them out...and they look sooo real. but tomorrow might suck a lil cuz they got to take one of them out and re-attach it but it came loose some how...anyway...i have my appt at 1 tomorrow and im golfing before that, so ill be free anytime after prolly 2 or 3...
im goin to chicago next week for 3 days...should be fun...i hope...
yea, so i feel empty/lonely...esp after watching the real world and laguna beach and how everyone seemingly on those shows has someone who cares for them and is there for them whenever they need something you know...im not trying to say that all i want is a girlfriend, but just someone who cares, ya know? im sure that there are people out there who do care about me, but maybe i just dont see it...i wish i could see it though...because that would make me extremely happy to know...
...and then dannys mom dying...that was tough to watch...i felt like i was actually there...gotta love reality tv...
anyway...lets hang out soon...
-chris