reading break... going home...
i know i haven't updated in a while, been busy. but yay!! i get to go home today and sleep in my own bed tonight!!! i still need to write 2 essays, but still, i get away from my roommate... and that's always good.
i was thinking about how all i've seemed to write about is my living conditions, so i think i'll say something a little more personal:
i've decided to keep this journal incredibly honest. to write down my fears and hopes and dreams. you might wonder why i would do so. why i would let a bunch of strangers know how i really feel. cuz you, at least the computer that i'm sitting at, doesn't judge me. this is the one place that even if you did, it wouldn't matter. it's all better than keeping it inside, and that's the worse place for these feeling to be, since i judge myself the most. i feel silly for the stupid things i want, knowing that it really means nothing to the outside, but i can never know, maybe you feel the same way?
anyways, enough with the seriousness... it's just bringing the excitement of going home for a week (and having no classes!!) down!!!