你有多久没有自己一个人逛街?一个人独自走在熙来人往的闹市里?
很多时候,都市人因为空虚而非常抗拒独自上街。甚至因为种种理由而武装起来,
防卫自己,唯恐在独自一人时感到世间的空洞。但,我认为,时不时的和自己单独
相处是找回自我的唯一途径。要知道 - 在忙碌的人生中,惟独自己是和你走到终点
的。。。可千万不要迷失了!
说了这么多其实是想和你们分享今天的经历。。。
ok shall type in english now....
today was kinda a special day....my brother asked me to run an errand for him today cos he had to settle some payment and his cheque didnt make it thru the other day. He needed me to deliver the cheque to the broker's office by 11 am. So there i was, woke up ealry in the morning (gosh was i sleepy) and headed down town. This was the first ever time i went down to city hall that early and all the shops were not open yet!! Reached the office at 10 and was done in like less than 5 mins.
10.05 am....city hall.......wat to do next?
Thinking that going back home is a bit weird cos since i was out oredi, i might as well walk around. Moreover, i havent been in town for quite some time oredi. So i walked ard the place taking my pwn sweet time and found myself seated in pac coffee of marina in no time. I settled myself comfotably in the couch and started to read some notes (ya if u guys forgot i am having my exams very soon...like on sat :P ). Then ,this sudden gush of satisfaction came over me and i realised how long have i not been sitting alone in the cafe and just enjoying the moments of time passing by....reflecting....reflecting....Indeed, the feeling was great cos i know jolly well that life out in the working world will be a hectic fabrications of schedules and meetings. Will i ever be able to indulge in this anymore? i doubt so.
Well the truth is, my lazy nature was totally apt for this kinda indulgance...haha..
After the fulfillment of the hazelbut steamed milk, i went on a walk to nowhere as i practically covered the whole area and window shopped (ya the shops are opened by now) all the shopping centers in the vicinity. God was i crazy, cos i never liked walking ard like this as i find window shopping absolutely a waste of time. But i was overwhelmed by my insistant of wanting to be alone in the throngs of crowd. Watching the commuters whizz pass u was a luxury and i simply loved it.
Back home, i juz felt it was a day well spent....