Jun 05, 2012 13:47
Oh man. I feel so anxious.
Last night I had one of those feelings where I had to scare myself. I had to fear for my life in order to remember that I valued my life. I went into the woods across from my house and walked until 10pm. It was so dark, and I could barely see. I didn't take a flashlight or anything. It worked kinda. I got scared, but . . . I don't think I got scared enough. The trails go every which way, and it is hard to find your way out. I did a lot of second guessing.
Still, a little scared is still scared. That's still a good sign.
identity,
my heart