my words are cold, i don't want them to hurt you.

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camping this weekend was fun. i realized how dysfunctional my family is...well, i always knew it, it just became more apparent. at one point, my grandma counted and there were forty of us...

for once,
i just wish that everyone was happy. that everyone was okay.
that everyone was content with who they are.
that i knew who i was.