Força!!!
I'm on a complete high lately and I love everything and everyone :) Spring <3 It feels so good to not be an anxious, depressed neurotic piece of dung! Being proactive in kickin' that shit to the curb + nice weather = goodness all around.
I really believe that the energy we project towards people bounces back at us so you have to take ownership of any crap life has thrown at you in order to make it better. I'm actually thankful for this terrible fall/winter and going crazy with panic and making a million and one mistakes because I've learned much needed coping skills and I'd like to think I won't make the same mistakes twice. I still let other people affect me too much but at least I am aware of it. Energy leeches are the worst.
Also I don't know what I would have done if I had not found that meditation and exercise can ground me better than anything. I'm able to stay in the moment so much easier now and I know that I'm in control of my body and my mind. I WON'T ADD THAT I LOVE GINA FAY OK. It's also nice being able to put my negative energy toward something positive rather than self-damaging behaviors which I'd always done in the past. I think that is the biggest turnaround point ever.
Shut up I don't care that I'm a new age freak - soon I'll be going to pagan cult meetings with my bff Kelly O'Keefe. I really think Kelly and I need to visit Lacuna because we still discuss shit from our icecream scooping days ... 10 years ago...like it was yesterday.
Speaking of terrifying events, last night after a bunch of us went to 10 Tables, we went to some ritzy hotel to get a drink at the bar, and Libby was telling all of us why we should take the stairs instead of the elevator, and as she was telling us, she completely FELL AND ROLLED DOWN THE FUCKING STAIRS and it was the best moment of my life.
I really believe that the energy we project towards people bounces back at us so you have to take ownership of any crap life has thrown at you in order to make it better. I'm actually thankful for this terrible fall/winter and going crazy with panic and making a million and one mistakes because I've learned much needed coping skills and I'd like to think I won't make the same mistakes twice. I still let other people affect me too much but at least I am aware of it. Energy leeches are the worst.
Also I don't know what I would have done if I had not found that meditation and exercise can ground me better than anything. I'm able to stay in the moment so much easier now and I know that I'm in control of my body and my mind. I WON'T ADD THAT I LOVE GINA FAY OK. It's also nice being able to put my negative energy toward something positive rather than self-damaging behaviors which I'd always done in the past. I think that is the biggest turnaround point ever.
Shut up I don't care that I'm a new age freak - soon I'll be going to pagan cult meetings with my bff Kelly O'Keefe. I really think Kelly and I need to visit Lacuna because we still discuss shit from our icecream scooping days ... 10 years ago...like it was yesterday.
Speaking of terrifying events, last night after a bunch of us went to 10 Tables, we went to some ritzy hotel to get a drink at the bar, and Libby was telling all of us why we should take the stairs instead of the elevator, and as she was telling us, she completely FELL AND ROLLED DOWN THE FUCKING STAIRS and it was the best moment of my life.