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I just keep telling people 'there's a family emergency', but that seems so strange.
Grandpa had a heart attack. A very, very bad heart attack. They weren't sure he'd make it through the night, but he did, and even though he's really not well right now, he's alive, and it's all I can do to keep working and walking when my head (I mistyped and wrote 'heart') keeps screaming my grandpa is dying, how can you all just stand there?!', but I know that's unfair because they're just strangers and they don't know.
God, Buddha, Allah, whatever is out there, please let him be okay.