Oct 07, 2007 19:07
At the moment i'm unsure again of my career and college path. I could be completely happy as a social worker, or a highschool teacher, or a state trooper, but which one do i need to shoot for? I keep changing my mind.
My great uncle by marriage or something like that, built a church In town awhile back, well anyways, it ended up empty. In my talks of starting upa church in never crossed my mind. I've know found out they are giving it another shot, have a pastor and 50 people going, are non-denom, don't care if i remarry, and have CONTEMPORY WORSHIP! YAY! I'm planning on giving them a visit. I was unsure of service time so i didn't go tonight : ( But i'm feeling out of place at my home church anymore.
Mom's attitude is still good, we three preachers from New hope prayed for her today at home. It was nice to be with them again, as i've been visiting other churches the past couple of weeks a lot, but after they left, i still felt like it's too different now. not teaching sunday school, having found more than one church with more folks my age. If i am not going to be as active as i was in leadership i'm going to have to move out elssewhere.
We have had an insane amount of visitors and food given to us lately. I'm working 60 hour weeks at work and i got a nice raise ! yay! which means i'm closer to my big screen tv.
Aimee e-mailed me again. Life would be so much easier if i didn't have to think about that ordeal right now. I'm soooo happy without her, she was mean, apostate, and very FAT at the end. Apostate of course was the main one that got me. But it reminds me that when i need someone with all that's going on with mom, i'm hoplessly single. I flirt quite a bit, but i'm not even sure i could date again.