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good god that girl twists me up inside. im not sure if thats a bad thing yet. its weird, i know its prolly going to go poorly for me, but im still hopeful that something good will come out of this whole... fiasco. i guess im just trying to upset the self fulfilling prophecy. but hell, even if it just goes really badly for me, at least i know i can pick myself back up again. that bugs the piss out of me. :)