its come
its come to my attention that I am not longer to be trusted.
well, as far as im concerned... as in trusting myself.
i used to make decisions based somewhat on the right thing to do... or something like that.
and it didn't seem to work. so i had an epiphany and decided fuck whats "right"
im going from the gut!
going on instinct!!!
well
apparently I don't really know shittttttttttttt.
and my guts have shit for brains.... (that was in a movie. i can't remember what one)
anyway.
so i dunno.
im disillusioned.
im not sure what i want to do about anything.
i want to drink.
thats pretty much what I want to do.
drink.
and I recognize this, its a part of the downward spiral i've been on so many times before. so. im trying to "turn it around" or atleast stop it where its at.
focus on the good. that sort of thing.
right!
right!
focus on the good!
like. I've got great friends. and family that cares.
hmmm
i like good music.
there is a great movie coming out friday.(in the land of women)
i saw a great movie last night (disturbia)
i might be seeing dashboard tomorrow night.
im seeing piebald and mc chris on sunday.
im seeing no trigger on tuesday.
early next month i see three of my favorite bands (saves the day, say anything, new found glory)
monday its sposed to be 74 degrees.
summer is sorta coming.
im not sure what else there is.
anyone?
anyone?
well, as far as im concerned... as in trusting myself.
i used to make decisions based somewhat on the right thing to do... or something like that.
and it didn't seem to work. so i had an epiphany and decided fuck whats "right"
im going from the gut!
going on instinct!!!
well
apparently I don't really know shittttttttttttt.
and my guts have shit for brains.... (that was in a movie. i can't remember what one)
anyway.
so i dunno.
im disillusioned.
im not sure what i want to do about anything.
i want to drink.
thats pretty much what I want to do.
drink.
and I recognize this, its a part of the downward spiral i've been on so many times before. so. im trying to "turn it around" or atleast stop it where its at.
focus on the good. that sort of thing.
right!
right!
focus on the good!
like. I've got great friends. and family that cares.
hmmm
i like good music.
there is a great movie coming out friday.(in the land of women)
i saw a great movie last night (disturbia)
i might be seeing dashboard tomorrow night.
im seeing piebald and mc chris on sunday.
im seeing no trigger on tuesday.
early next month i see three of my favorite bands (saves the day, say anything, new found glory)
monday its sposed to be 74 degrees.
summer is sorta coming.
im not sure what else there is.
anyone?
anyone?