i'm leavin on a jet plane. don't know when ill be back again.

[revolversatdawn]

it is thursday. november 3 at 2am.
im 23 years old
4 years ago
i was 19. and i was probably still awake at a computer.
freshman year.
my average bed time that year was 3 am
up talking to people.
playing video games
watching movies
masterbating.
(long distance relationship/tons of porn at fingertips)
it was so nuts.
for no reason i would sit on the internet till wee hours in the morning.
talking.reading away messages. just rediculous crap.
now i am struggling to stay up,and i have to stay up till 6.
oh how the times change.
my substance of choice was pot back then.
occasional drink. but lots of pot.
eating, giggling like a girl.

now i don't touch the stuff. its all pills and alcohol.
i had zero tattoos then.
zero.
i went into college tattoo-less.
now look at me.
times are changing.

ugh.
is it 4 yet?
(for is when i head to the airport)

packed my bags last night.

pre flight.

zero hour.
6am.
and im gonna be

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
as kite by noon.