night really hurts my brain sometimes.
I'm at my school. been working half the night at least. I've just finished lots of coffee I found upon my arrival. yes, I found coffee in the brewer and healthy me was like OH LUCKY and warmed it cup for cup in the microwave. it would probably be an affront to everything I've ever read in the papers if I DIDN'T get cancer. so I'm preparing for it.
* the fabric I'm using for toílles (aka tests for checking the pattern is correct) is a vivid fuchsia pink with black pattern, and rather hilarious. I'm appalled by its intense ugliness, but at the same time I get the strange urge to sew a whole wardrobe in it...
* I have become thinner. it is particularly visible from the front & back. I used to have this enormously wide back. it's not as enormous anymore. or maybe I'm hopefully imagineing things.
* I'm not as scared as I used to be.
* MYV POPS is one of the greatest soundtracks to patternmaking. along with Justin Timberlake, Gwen Stefani and Merry/Merii/wtv.
* straight sex is a fucking nuisance. whoever came up with that idea must have been on drugs. (YOU MIGHT GET PREGNANT YOU KNOW ;o;)
* although my new years resolution was to smoke more, I haven't smoked one cigarette since new years eve. that's gotta be the solution to people's problem with quitting. just say you'll do it more.
* I've slept 27 of the last 48 hours. now beat that I DON'T THINK. (and my month-long cold feels better now yay)
* I need to start soon if I'm to apply for educations in Fashion Design this autumn... both Borås and Beckmans in Stockholm are seting HUGE requirements for the appliants... sketching collections in various forms and sizes, writing a represantative fucking novel about yourself and lots and lots more which will take hours to comply. but I guess that's why these educations are so good... and I'm not really complaining. if I do have the skills, it should be fun to do it. lots of hard work but fun.
* I wonder if it was childish of me to hide all the posts about tiny. gosh, I'm still very confused I guess...
* I have recently started to use the word gosh alot.
* this post IS rather useless.
now for some pics of a jacketthing I did for my sister last year, before I started here to learn patternmaking and sewing. I didn't use patterns at all then. but I got it almost right all the same, however uneven and non-symmetrical things turned out. x3
it's still not finished.... I AM ASHAMED OF MYSELF just as I should be, I know... ;_; just that now I don't really feel like finishing it since the lining is so obviously NOT accurate.
so anyway, I'll go make another pot of coffee now.
* the fabric I'm using for toílles (aka tests for checking the pattern is correct) is a vivid fuchsia pink with black pattern, and rather hilarious. I'm appalled by its intense ugliness, but at the same time I get the strange urge to sew a whole wardrobe in it...
* I have become thinner. it is particularly visible from the front & back. I used to have this enormously wide back. it's not as enormous anymore. or maybe I'm hopefully imagineing things.
* I'm not as scared as I used to be.
* MYV POPS is one of the greatest soundtracks to patternmaking. along with Justin Timberlake, Gwen Stefani and Merry/Merii/wtv.
* straight sex is a fucking nuisance. whoever came up with that idea must have been on drugs. (YOU MIGHT GET PREGNANT YOU KNOW ;o;)
* although my new years resolution was to smoke more, I haven't smoked one cigarette since new years eve. that's gotta be the solution to people's problem with quitting. just say you'll do it more.
* I've slept 27 of the last 48 hours. now beat that I DON'T THINK. (and my month-long cold feels better now yay)
* I need to start soon if I'm to apply for educations in Fashion Design this autumn... both Borås and Beckmans in Stockholm are seting HUGE requirements for the appliants... sketching collections in various forms and sizes, writing a represantative fucking novel about yourself and lots and lots more which will take hours to comply. but I guess that's why these educations are so good... and I'm not really complaining. if I do have the skills, it should be fun to do it. lots of hard work but fun.
* I wonder if it was childish of me to hide all the posts about tiny. gosh, I'm still very confused I guess...
* I have recently started to use the word gosh alot.
* this post IS rather useless.
now for some pics of a jacketthing I did for my sister last year, before I started here to learn patternmaking and sewing. I didn't use patterns at all then. but I got it almost right all the same, however uneven and non-symmetrical things turned out. x3
it's still not finished.... I AM ASHAMED OF MYSELF just as I should be, I know... ;_; just that now I don't really feel like finishing it since the lining is so obviously NOT accurate.
so anyway, I'll go make another pot of coffee now.