double edged sword.
did you ever think this would be the case?
you being your own worst enemy? watching the tides come and go....nothing changes in your life. "sunrise,sunset...."
the only person blocking your way is yourself...never taking chances,never opening up your heart.....your fucking eyes.
i reach out to you only to get shut out. proverbial door always slamming in my face.
you reach out to me in a drunken cloud of denial.....but i walked away before the smoke cleared in front of your eyes. I was long gone and you were still reaching out to nothing.....wondering where I went.....but not really caring...because "it is better that way anyway" you really pushed me away without realizing such a thing occurred.
Everything stopping you is everything you are afraid of. You are afraid of love,of change,of me,of yourself,of him......of her....everything that shouldn't be stopping you....everything that is easily put of the way......the path to happiness is self righteous, it is a hard fight, a personal one......you can't get anywhere in life by watching it pass by......being to afraid to take a step in any direction.
"I know you have a heavy heart", I can feel it when our eyes meet......."so many' women 'before me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it"......or just saw it and trampled on it before you had to chance to ruin them.
The older I get, the worse off everyone around me becomes. Emotions are hard. Feelings are ridiculous.Everyone does their best not to feel ANYTHING AT ALL. They all pretend they don't give a damn about anyone else because no one gives a damn about them....I've always cared too much about everyone elses feelings....and felt the weight of it all. It is making me so tired.......
I've had quite enough of this game.
as sure as the setting sun....this LIE is over.
and I knew when I set eyes on you that you could ruin me....that I could love you.....and to love is to be ruined....a little more of you goes away with each person that you give yourself to that goes away....
you being your own worst enemy? watching the tides come and go....nothing changes in your life. "sunrise,sunset...."
the only person blocking your way is yourself...never taking chances,never opening up your heart.....your fucking eyes.
i reach out to you only to get shut out. proverbial door always slamming in my face.
you reach out to me in a drunken cloud of denial.....but i walked away before the smoke cleared in front of your eyes. I was long gone and you were still reaching out to nothing.....wondering where I went.....but not really caring...because "it is better that way anyway" you really pushed me away without realizing such a thing occurred.
Everything stopping you is everything you are afraid of. You are afraid of love,of change,of me,of yourself,of him......of her....everything that shouldn't be stopping you....everything that is easily put of the way......the path to happiness is self righteous, it is a hard fight, a personal one......you can't get anywhere in life by watching it pass by......being to afraid to take a step in any direction.
"I know you have a heavy heart", I can feel it when our eyes meet......."so many' women 'before me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it"......or just saw it and trampled on it before you had to chance to ruin them.
The older I get, the worse off everyone around me becomes. Emotions are hard. Feelings are ridiculous.Everyone does their best not to feel ANYTHING AT ALL. They all pretend they don't give a damn about anyone else because no one gives a damn about them....I've always cared too much about everyone elses feelings....and felt the weight of it all. It is making me so tired.......
I've had quite enough of this game.
as sure as the setting sun....this LIE is over.
and I knew when I set eyes on you that you could ruin me....that I could love you.....and to love is to be ruined....a little more of you goes away with each person that you give yourself to that goes away....