Mar 30, 2010 20:58
but nothing is compaired to this.
i'm going to loose my baby...it died at 7 weeks....i'll never know him,etc.
and as usual i'm all alone in dealing with this....i'll probably misscarry with my 2 year old right there...i hope it doesnt traumatize her.i hope she is safe asleep in bed......
i'm sitting here now waiting for weeks and weeks for this to happen.
this is awful.
i've never felt so horrible.....depressed......i wish i didnt feel like i did soemthing wrong.
i wish this wasn't happening.
someone so innocent and so little....not even fully developed....and i'm going to have to see this too......