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Everything I have ever written in this is completely irrelevent, useless information that I fail to see why I ever felt the need to write in the first place. I am always too reluctant to write anything truely personal or meaningful or insightful or funny or specific or really anything at all because I don't like when people read things that I write or think. They usually make no sense. I am awful at putting thoughts down on paper, or in this case on screen. Always misconstrued. Probably the case with every person who has ever written or created anything since the dawn of time. They think one thing, make something that was inspired by such thoughts or emotions provoked by those thoughts and then someone else comes along and reads it or looks at it or hears it and thinks something completely different. What the fuck is the point, right? Well, not to tell people how you were feeling when you made it. What does that accomplish? But to envoke something in somebody else. No matter how far off from the original thought process. It all makes such sense. But then again, things always make sense when they make sense. Anyways, back to my original train of thought, I always open a text box intending to put my thoughts down and then I back away slowly until there is nothing left. But it just occured to me that even though very few people will ever read what I write here and that it is very unlikely anyone will ever take from it what I was actually originally thinking, perhaps they will take something else from it that will mean something else that they find funny or helpful or strange or nostalgic. However insignificant. Maybe. Maybe not. I may never write in here again after this. I might. I might not. Regardless. This is what I am thinking right now. It may be different in a day or five minutes. I'll be different then. If you never want to be misunderstood, never create or say anything. Ever.