May 15, 2005 20:57
I'm desperately working hard to make sure that Dragostea din tei is the most played song in my itunes library, but that is not why I am hopeful right now. I am hopeful because I have a nixon paper due in a week and I have crazy ass rehersals all week. I'm hopeful because the play sucks ass and we are working our butts off to make it presentable by friday. Oh My God, it is friday...shit. McG said we can't fix the unwheeldy (sp?) dance and I just about died of pain when I saw James's distroyed face when McG said that. No one wants to be in this anymore.
As I try to look pensive while I write this entry and while i'm listening to Romanian Techno I think about how I can make this more optomistic. Ok, so even though I am extremely angry with McG and the stupidass Who Will Buy dance
I'm going to focus on what I have gained in the past weeks of this play. I've gotten to know some pretty cool people that I didn't know before i.e JAMES TURNER and nate and kathleen and grace and matt and kelsey...I went outside of my confort zone and learned to waltz and I can DANCE now for christ's sake! I was in a f-ing musical and I met some pretty sweet people in the mix. AND I got to see DJ Turns do a Erkle impression which MAKES MY LIFE.
This week will be a tough one, with all this BANANAS going on, (I promise this is the last time I say that) but I will focus on the gained rather than the lost. Peace out.