I won't give you back, I swear to you true. From this day on.
So going to great festivities such as prodigious ska concerts at the break of the summer is possibly the best way to kick off the new me, the new happy and more improved me. Music is therapy, and I don't want that to sound stupid or sappy but it leaves me in the contemplative mood that is fun to play around with. I figured out what this whole internal battle is about. It's about how I've spent so much time trying to be the person that I want to be, rather that who I am. Should I settle for reality or try to reach for what I want. Lately what I've been wanting has turned out in a less that satisfactory manner, yet that has no connection to the fact that I am completely and utterly content with my wonderful friends, and a new year of new interests and times that we can all share. Battle or not, I've figured out that these special people will help me through.