Aug 30, 2005 23:47
soooo.
school so far has been good besides the whole classes getting messed up and what not.
i really love the teachers i have and the people i have class with.this year is going to be so great i can feel it but its going to be way busy.
sitting in art today made me realize how much i really really love it,its like everytime im there this spark just starts and i get way excited,ms.foster was passing out the paper and like it sounds so weird but i just apperciate all that stuff so much like how nice the paper is and the texture of it and what not and the fact we got to use water color agkaldjfklajdsf omg i nearly died with excitment.i really love the fact that i love something so much its the best feeling in the world.its the only thing i truely love and never wanna give up.its like its just in me to do this stuff.
alot of good stuff has been going on,little things but its still all amazing.
its really made me stop caring and thinking about certain things and expecting something that isnt really there.i guess i finally get it.
i cut off all ties with the past and im glad for that.i dont need extra baggage and i feel like this year is going to bring some zest.
oh and i have like the smallest tiny little crush on someone.im gay haha.