Aug 07, 2006 11:19
I don't like being bullshitted.
I don't like being ignored.
I don't like being lied too.
I don't like being led on.
I don't like bullshitters.
I don't like not being payed attention too.
I don't like liars.
I don't like assholes.
I don't like being sober.
I don't like growing up.
I don't like sleeping.
I don't like myself.
I don't like other people.
I don't like love stories.
I don't like watching lovers be with eachother.
I don't like seeing what I can't have.
I don't like wanting what I can't have.
I don't like trying for what I can't have.
I don't like being 16.
I don't like not having cigarettes.
I don't like not being on a coke binge.
I don't like not wanting to get up in the morning and face life.
I don't like being fucked with.
I don't like my emotions to be touched unless it's serious.
I don't like trusting people.
I don't trust people.
I don't trust myself.
I can't trust myself.
I don't like being 120 pounds.
I don't like my skin.
I don't like my hair.
I don't like my eyes.
I don't like myself.
I don't like being alone.
I don't like not being in love.
I miss being in love.
I miss kisses.
I miss hugs.
I miss I love you's.
I miss the fights.
I miss the making up.
I miss the stupid pointless arguments.
I miss holding hands.
I miss having someone to hold me.
I miss having someone that will always be there.
I miss getting flowers.
I miss random little presents.
I miss the feeling of anothers skin against mine.
I miss laying on the ground looking at stars.
I miss random fucked up nights.
I miss being the happiest I ever was.
I miss having an imagination.
I miss having deep talks at night.
I miss talks about the future with another.
I need love.
I need affection.
I need it.
And I don't think i'll ever have it again.
I want.
I need.
I miss.
I don't like.
I'm selfish.
I'm young.
I'm confused.
I'm lustful.
I'm a hopeless romantic.
I'm real.
I'm fake.
I'm sad.
I'm depressed.
I'm bipolar.
I'm mildly OCD.
I'm troubled.
I'm angry.
I'm a bitch.
I'm addicted.
I just want to be loved.