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It's September 11th.
I can't even believe all the shit that happened was 5 years ago.
Life seems to be flying right past me.
I've been stuck at home since school started. I've had nobody to hang out with, nobody to talk to, just this goddamn computer to sit at all the goddamn day.
I'm really considering just saying "Fuck it" and getting my GED, because obviously nothing good is coming out of this. I haven't started my homeschooling yet, and I'm pretty sure I could go alot farther with a GED.
And I miss my friends. I miss going to lunch everyday.
I miss seeing PEOPLE.
The only time I ever really see people is in Sheperdstown.
So I go hang out there, for like, days on end.
I really need to get my license.
So I can be free to do whatever I want during the day.
And the night...
Shit man.
UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't even have my goddamn learners.
I'm gonna die.
I should just not study for the test, because apparently it's just common sense.
Maybe i'll get lucky?
Goddamnit I hope so.
I can feel myself getting fat.
And becoming a lazy useless asshole.
I need something to keep me occupied.
LIKE A FUCKING JOB.
Which i'm in need of so terribly.
And maybe a boyfriend.
If there were any decent guys anywhere around here.
I mean, there's a few but i'm pretty sure i'll just get fucked over in the end as usual.
GODD!!!!!!11dbkjdfjhfdjfgjhfjdfjhfjhfdgjk.
I'm becoming a worthless lonely fat pothead.
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I can't even believe all the shit that happened was 5 years ago.
Life seems to be flying right past me.
I've been stuck at home since school started. I've had nobody to hang out with, nobody to talk to, just this goddamn computer to sit at all the goddamn day.
I'm really considering just saying "Fuck it" and getting my GED, because obviously nothing good is coming out of this. I haven't started my homeschooling yet, and I'm pretty sure I could go alot farther with a GED.
And I miss my friends. I miss going to lunch everyday.
I miss seeing PEOPLE.
The only time I ever really see people is in Sheperdstown.
So I go hang out there, for like, days on end.
I really need to get my license.
So I can be free to do whatever I want during the day.
And the night...
Shit man.
UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't even have my goddamn learners.
I'm gonna die.
I should just not study for the test, because apparently it's just common sense.
Maybe i'll get lucky?
Goddamnit I hope so.
I can feel myself getting fat.
And becoming a lazy useless asshole.
I need something to keep me occupied.
LIKE A FUCKING JOB.
Which i'm in need of so terribly.
And maybe a boyfriend.
If there were any decent guys anywhere around here.
I mean, there's a few but i'm pretty sure i'll just get fucked over in the end as usual.
GODD!!!!!!11dbkjdfjhfdjfgjhfjdfjhfjhfdgjk.
I'm becoming a worthless lonely fat pothead.
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