Nov 10, 2008 20:39
i supposed i might be slowing down my limewire shit,since i just downloaded an array of music.
from bob marley to mozart.
my music preference screams weirdo.
well..............slightly.
ive gotten into some different genres that i never looked over before.
i love the opera.
i love instrumental.
music is my fix,when i have nothing else to rely on.
i spoke to danny today,after me ignoring his texts for abouut 2 weeks.
i dont have anything to say to him anymore,i feel like hes different,just as much as im sure,he feels the exact same way.
he imed me today,and me of course,kept it short and cold.
VERY stand-off-ish. i was aware,and he also.
the thing is,i dont feel anything for it,anymore.like i once had.
the same as the rest of the people i once called "freinds"
theres michelle.
and johnathan.
the only people i would fight for.
god im changing.I told myself that my life would be a masterpiece,and im just as sad as everyone else.
i got a new journal.
im going to write in it,as if i was writing a book,maybe if its good enough someday,ill start a new livejournal,or blog and let all you critisizers,dumb me down.
till that day comes.........ill just live along.