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I haven't updated in awhile.
Halloween was a lot of fun, and thanksgiving went surprisingly well, not one argument the whole day.
I've realized some things in the past few weeks. I've realized that I do more stuff when I don't have plans, plans are kind of like an excuse for a let down. If you have something you're really looking forward to and the person bails, you're sol because by that time everybody has other plans, but if you don't make plans and go with the flow, it's a lot better. for me anyways. Another thing is I've realized who I need/want in my life and who I don't. There's some people who only talk to people when it's conveinent for them, or when they have nothing better to do, I was always worried that if I didn't talk back to those people that I'd lose some sort of great friend or something, but how can I lose something that wasn't there in the first place? I don't text many people anymore, there were some people I would text just to keep in touch, so our friendship or whatever it should be called didn't completely disappear, but I'm not even all about that anymore. My attitude now is if you want to lose a friend, fine. If that's how easy it is for somebody to discard a friendship why would I even strive to change how they feel? that'd be a complete waste of my time.
despite what I said above, I've actually been in a really good mood lately :]. Jake and I took his sister to the mall to have her pictures done with Santa, cutest girl in the whole world, btw. I spent the day at Brians on Monday, he had breakfast made when I got there, after we ate we watched Wall-E. I had a meeting on Wednesday that went well, and ended up with a bunch of people heading to Adelphias. I like dancing a lot now, which is weird because I used to hate it. I went shopping Thanksgiving morning, and on black Friday. Last night I went to the Grog and Grill for Seans birthday, I always used to ask myself where all the cute boys in Jersey would hang out, and I'm pretty sure I found it. I found it a little bit too late though because I'm not really in the market for a boy right now. Tonight I'm going to Stacys then we're going to see Seth :]. He's one of the types of people where everytime I look at him, I feel a smile coming, I'm not too sure what it is about him, but I like it. Stacy approves of Seth and Brian, but she says Brian and I are cuter together, so who knows what's going to happen. It feels nice to have some down time finally.
I won a cruise for two to the Bahamas through AAA. Round trip airfare for two to FL and everything is included, all we gotta pay are the taxes. I already have my passport application in so once that comes back in Stacy and I are bound for the islands. We both joined a gym to get in shape before we go, but lord knows she doesn't really need it.
Oh yeah this just in. I heard that I'm spoiled, that I get whatever I want, that my parents are rich and like to make other people feel like shit who are less fortunete, and that I like to steal friends "crushes, hook up partners, sex buddies" whatever the hell you want to call them. But yet, the same person who said that is the same exact person who said, "I don't like him, I just want to fuck him" about Seth, ha real cool, that doesn't only make you a terrible friend, but puts you on the non-respectable whorish side of life.
1- I'm not spoiled, I buy what I buy with my own money. Not only that, but if somebody needs something, even if it's somebody that I don't like, and I have it, I'll give it to them, no questions asked.
2- If I want something, I'll buy it, but it's all thanks to me, and of no help to anybody else.
3- my parents are rich? my dad hasn't had a job in about 12 years, and my mom is paying a 2000 dollar a month mortgage, not to mention all the other bills.
4- I turned down Joe for you because I knew you liked him, when he asked for a goodnight kiss I said no, even though I thought he was extremely cute. You hook up with the guy that was hooking up with your old friends, and you don't give a damn, that's sort of trashy. I told you that he's been with people and you choose not to believe it because when he texts you and you ask him about it, he denies even talking to them, but hey if that's what makes you truly happy, then go for it. I turned down dan because I didn't wanna have sex with him, then he decides to sleep with a friend, then tries coming back to me again, and I told him straight up that now that he's slept with somebody I know, it makes him even less appealing to me. I'm not trashy like most people are, I know how to respect a relationship, or for your sake, a friend. There's plenty of guys in the world, I'm not about to go after one that my friend likes or is dating, I have morals. Just because all your other friends will dick you over, doesn't mean I would, but that doesn't matter because I don't plan on talking to you a whole lot anymore. That goes for a lot of people though. I didn't do anything to anybody to make them think I'm going to steal their whatever right out from under them, and I get treated like shit because they think that I'm going to.
this is what really got me thinking of who I wanted in my life, and it's surprising how much things got narrowed down.
I just reread what I wrote and it makes me seem like I'm really cynical right now, but I'm actually really happy. it's funny how things seem.
chloe <3
I ended up being an army girl for halloween.
This is what happens when Tania wont wake up and I'm extremely bored:
brian took these, while I was driving, he's lucky I didn't kill the both of us. he said if I looked like that all the time that hed never touch another girl. that's what I like to hear. haa whatta ass.
babygirlll<3
Litas 3rd birthday
TWINSS?
so cute.
I gotta showerrrr.
Halloween was a lot of fun, and thanksgiving went surprisingly well, not one argument the whole day.
I've realized some things in the past few weeks. I've realized that I do more stuff when I don't have plans, plans are kind of like an excuse for a let down. If you have something you're really looking forward to and the person bails, you're sol because by that time everybody has other plans, but if you don't make plans and go with the flow, it's a lot better. for me anyways. Another thing is I've realized who I need/want in my life and who I don't. There's some people who only talk to people when it's conveinent for them, or when they have nothing better to do, I was always worried that if I didn't talk back to those people that I'd lose some sort of great friend or something, but how can I lose something that wasn't there in the first place? I don't text many people anymore, there were some people I would text just to keep in touch, so our friendship or whatever it should be called didn't completely disappear, but I'm not even all about that anymore. My attitude now is if you want to lose a friend, fine. If that's how easy it is for somebody to discard a friendship why would I even strive to change how they feel? that'd be a complete waste of my time.
despite what I said above, I've actually been in a really good mood lately :]. Jake and I took his sister to the mall to have her pictures done with Santa, cutest girl in the whole world, btw. I spent the day at Brians on Monday, he had breakfast made when I got there, after we ate we watched Wall-E. I had a meeting on Wednesday that went well, and ended up with a bunch of people heading to Adelphias. I like dancing a lot now, which is weird because I used to hate it. I went shopping Thanksgiving morning, and on black Friday. Last night I went to the Grog and Grill for Seans birthday, I always used to ask myself where all the cute boys in Jersey would hang out, and I'm pretty sure I found it. I found it a little bit too late though because I'm not really in the market for a boy right now. Tonight I'm going to Stacys then we're going to see Seth :]. He's one of the types of people where everytime I look at him, I feel a smile coming, I'm not too sure what it is about him, but I like it. Stacy approves of Seth and Brian, but she says Brian and I are cuter together, so who knows what's going to happen. It feels nice to have some down time finally.
I won a cruise for two to the Bahamas through AAA. Round trip airfare for two to FL and everything is included, all we gotta pay are the taxes. I already have my passport application in so once that comes back in Stacy and I are bound for the islands. We both joined a gym to get in shape before we go, but lord knows she doesn't really need it.
Oh yeah this just in. I heard that I'm spoiled, that I get whatever I want, that my parents are rich and like to make other people feel like shit who are less fortunete, and that I like to steal friends "crushes, hook up partners, sex buddies" whatever the hell you want to call them. But yet, the same person who said that is the same exact person who said, "I don't like him, I just want to fuck him" about Seth, ha real cool, that doesn't only make you a terrible friend, but puts you on the non-respectable whorish side of life.
1- I'm not spoiled, I buy what I buy with my own money. Not only that, but if somebody needs something, even if it's somebody that I don't like, and I have it, I'll give it to them, no questions asked.
2- If I want something, I'll buy it, but it's all thanks to me, and of no help to anybody else.
3- my parents are rich? my dad hasn't had a job in about 12 years, and my mom is paying a 2000 dollar a month mortgage, not to mention all the other bills.
4- I turned down Joe for you because I knew you liked him, when he asked for a goodnight kiss I said no, even though I thought he was extremely cute. You hook up with the guy that was hooking up with your old friends, and you don't give a damn, that's sort of trashy. I told you that he's been with people and you choose not to believe it because when he texts you and you ask him about it, he denies even talking to them, but hey if that's what makes you truly happy, then go for it. I turned down dan because I didn't wanna have sex with him, then he decides to sleep with a friend, then tries coming back to me again, and I told him straight up that now that he's slept with somebody I know, it makes him even less appealing to me. I'm not trashy like most people are, I know how to respect a relationship, or for your sake, a friend. There's plenty of guys in the world, I'm not about to go after one that my friend likes or is dating, I have morals. Just because all your other friends will dick you over, doesn't mean I would, but that doesn't matter because I don't plan on talking to you a whole lot anymore. That goes for a lot of people though. I didn't do anything to anybody to make them think I'm going to steal their whatever right out from under them, and I get treated like shit because they think that I'm going to.
this is what really got me thinking of who I wanted in my life, and it's surprising how much things got narrowed down.
I just reread what I wrote and it makes me seem like I'm really cynical right now, but I'm actually really happy. it's funny how things seem.
chloe <3
I ended up being an army girl for halloween.
This is what happens when Tania wont wake up and I'm extremely bored:
brian took these, while I was driving, he's lucky I didn't kill the both of us. he said if I looked like that all the time that hed never touch another girl. that's what I like to hear. haa whatta ass.
babygirlll<3
Litas 3rd birthday
TWINSS?
so cute.
I gotta showerrrr.