Life is shit as hell.

Oct 17, 2010 13:52

 I fucking hate my life. I swear. Especially when you're living in a house full of bitches and assholes you'll totally feel like dying.

You keep saying i've changed from bad to worst. OH REALLY? So not talking to you means i've changed? Using the computer till 3am because i couldn't fall asleep means i've changed? Not bothering to respond you because i know i'm just wasting my time means i've changed? HA HA HA THEN PERHAPS TO YOU THE WHOLE WORLD HAS CHANGED.

STOP BEING A BITCH CAN YOU? STOP MAKING MY LIFE MORE MISERABLE THAN IT ALREADY IS. STOP ASSUMING YOU KNOW ME WHEN YOU ACTUALLY DON'T AT ALL. STOP BEING BIASED. STOP THINKING THAT YOU'RE PERHAPS YOU'RE THE GREATEST MOM ON EARTH WHEN YOU'RE ACTUALLY THE WORST I'VE EVER SEEN. STOP FORCING ME TO DO THINGS I HATE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO. STOP TRYING TO CONOTROL WHATEVER THINGS I DO WHEN I'M ALREADY 17.

And hi, if i am earning 10k a month you think i'll still be living in this house? I would have fucking moved out and lead my own life. I don't talk to you anymore (unless neccessary) because i know we would just end up quarreling and i don't want to waste my time on you. i have better things to do than to quarrel every single shitty day. You say i don't stay at home anymore, i keep going everyday. You know what's the reason for that? IT'S BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL HAPPY STAYING AT HOME. THIS PLACE IS NO LONGER A HOME BUT A FUCKING HOTEL WHEREBY I JUST NEED A PLACE TO SLEEP AND ALL.

How would you feel when you just went through a shitty day and you have a shit load full of problems but you come home only to see people scolding you? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? You keep saying we're not understanding. WHAT ABOUT YOU? ARE YOU UNDERSTANDING TO US THEN? Before you say anything, please go and do some self-reflection before talking to us.

I CAN'T STAND THIS SHIT ANYMORE. IT'S GETTING WORST EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I just need some warmth in my life.
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