A waste of space and time............
A Waste of time to Read......
Well I'm a huge Failure, at like everything. I seem to have a perfect chance at a relationship and I go and fuck it up, and no matter what I do the person says to me, "I'll wait forever!" why am I so special to get a remark like that. I mean I don't deserve it and I don't deserve anyone. I mean I say I can't and you turn around and say I'll wait for you after what I put you through. why? why me? what do i do? what did i do? someone anyone explain this to me. I don't know why you stay so attacked to me, I can't do anything right and when I do it's only for a short amount of time and that does no good.
I have my parents telling me to look at my friends and decide whatcha ones to stop hanging out with because there only using me, I wouldn't doubt it. but they're all i can't get, i mean no one else wants to be my friend because of everything. either they know someone i hurt or they're the one i hurt. so how do you expect me to get new and better friends if no one wants to be my friend, which is totally understand able.
and if thats not all, I failed at graduating on time with my class, i have to go to summer school to get my diploma, Yes I know what a fucking dumb ass loser, no wondered hes a fuck up, can't even graduate on time, lol, yea i know what everyone thinks about me and this. so I'm a loser you don't have to rub it in my face, but wait you get pleasure in doing so, so go ahead as long as your happy, i have to reason to complain no do i. I probably hurt you in the past some how so its just pay back right. so go right ahead.
To Matt, ~Kelly knows what one I'm talking about~
well man you know how much I really wanted to beat your ass for saying and starting the shit you did, well yeah, I didn't you know why you're not worth it, I mean your a guy that likes to use his mouth and I'm a guy that understands why you did it. so you don't have to talk shit behind my back alright, besides if it wasn't for your friends i probably would of just kicked the shit out of you, but they didn't want to see you get hurt, so thank your friends all of them. and that whole thing about being a friend you know your right, i don't know how to be a friend ex-specially to Kelly, so thats why I don't deserve her or anyone else. so congratulations for win the battle. I salute you, and walk away. Oh good luck on the moving business.
To Ashley ~Matts friend~
You know I really can't stand you, or your brother, but that doesn't matter. I never did anything to you to deserve this, but wait your friends with someone I hurt so that gives you the right to hurt me in return doesn't it. OMG I can't believe i almost forgot about the reason you did what you did. I know what you said about me and you are the only one I still can't understand why. Because nor am I, was I, or ever will I be a woman beater. I never hit Kelly and I never will no matter what she did to me.((and the one time I did hit her was totally on accident and I couldn't apologize enough for doing it, i felt terrible about it, but you probably don't believe me, so like this matters) but I'm not going to lie even if you don't like me or I don't like you) I would like to tell you that saying that killed the shit out of me, so congratulations on hurting me and making me cry. I can't believe you, but I have to give you credit on succeeding your mission of hurting me. I also salute you.
Thats the end of this. I'm sorry I wasted space on here and wasted your time. I'm out.
The Dumb Ass Loser
A.K.A. ~ Dan