To Kelly and Friends
I know what I did hurt you and for that I AM TRUELY SORRY!!! Another thing if one more person says/asks if I did it b/c of another girl. I am going to snap. I know your probably thought I never checked this but I still do. (To Tia) Thanks for the talk even tho you were doing it for Kelly. (and to everyone else) I Know you guys hate my guts and want to kill me and I don't blame you. So if thats the case text/call me and I'll meet you so, you can do it. I have and had my reasons for what I did and I've tried to explain them to you Kelly and only you because its only you that needs to know my reasons. And don't worry I'm fine, besides at School I hide emotion (very easily from others I might add) so if you did find someone that still went to Case with me doesn't mean they would get anything from me for you. Another thing I've been hanging out with friends to calm my nerves and try to stop me from other things and yes some of them might be girls but that DOES NOT, I repeat DOES NOT mean I like them. So, stop jumping to conclusions on everything, and let things play out. Kelly you told me that you wouldn't hurt yourself you lied to me so, I can hurt myself in replace of that. just because we're no longer together doesn't mean you can go back on your word and I won't find out. I know you and I know how you act towards things. To George if you read this or hear about it, if you give her one more sharp thing right now so, help me god I will find you. I mean your suppose to be her friend that understands her, well if you understand her so, well you should know that she is not to be trust with things she can cut with, exspecially at a time like this. and don't say it would of never happened if I didn't do this b/c you have no idea if it would of or not. and another thing that I know everyone here will agree with(execpt for Kelly) that there is someone better out their than me all you have to do is look and if you don't look thats not my fault. and I know there is someone b/c there is someone who won't leave you and can be there for you, and I'm not him and never ways. So, I'm sorry to everyone that I put you through this and mostly to you Kelly, but it was something I had to do. thanks again for being my friend while I was with Kelly I'll miss you all even Kelly. This is The Revil signing off.