reality call
I've had so many thoughts going through my head recently and I'm struggling with so many things. What kind of person am I and what kind of person do I want to be? Where is my life leading and what is it that's going to make me happy? What kind of future do I want and where do I see that future? What should I be doing to be happy with life and with myself?
I've had changes in my life recently, that's for sure, and it's put me in a place where I feel like I can ultimately do and go anywhere I want, but I don't know what it is that I want! I don't know what kind of job I want to have, where I want to live, or what it will take to make all these pieces come together.
Right now I guess I could say I am content with life. I have a job, friends, a house, things to do, see, and enjoy. But what about the future? I've been getting a lot of pressure from my parent to go back to school and I'm not ready for that. It's gotten so bad that I'm not really even on speaking terms with my father right now. Paul is also gone from my life and its tough with different aspects of my life changing all at once.
I wish I could figure out my life and be happy. Things were so good for some time, but I guess all things come to an end eventually. I've always struggled with changes, and I guess these are just a few more things that will just make me stronger in the end. I just feel like curling up into bed and hiding right now and I know I shouldn't.
I've had changes in my life recently, that's for sure, and it's put me in a place where I feel like I can ultimately do and go anywhere I want, but I don't know what it is that I want! I don't know what kind of job I want to have, where I want to live, or what it will take to make all these pieces come together.
Right now I guess I could say I am content with life. I have a job, friends, a house, things to do, see, and enjoy. But what about the future? I've been getting a lot of pressure from my parent to go back to school and I'm not ready for that. It's gotten so bad that I'm not really even on speaking terms with my father right now. Paul is also gone from my life and its tough with different aspects of my life changing all at once.
I wish I could figure out my life and be happy. Things were so good for some time, but I guess all things come to an end eventually. I've always struggled with changes, and I guess these are just a few more things that will just make me stronger in the end. I just feel like curling up into bed and hiding right now and I know I shouldn't.