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WOW. thats really all that explains me right now.
i'm so confused on what i want in life. nothing really makes sence to me. people tell me i'm an adult and i need to start making choices, but all i really want is to cry on my moms shoulder and have my father protect me forever.
i hung out with susie today, and it really was a blast. we shopped and talked. bonded. it was awesome. but we started talking life plans, and how i have my entire life planned out, to a point. and im starting to think it might not be what i really want, i said how right after college i would get my masters then right after my masters i would get my PhD. then start a family and live my life.
but is that what i really want? do i really want my life planned out? no i don't.
my new years resolution for 2006 is... not to worry so much, live my life the way it goes : )
oh and not to buy so many pairs of shoes, i really dont need them.
peace and love
i'm so confused on what i want in life. nothing really makes sence to me. people tell me i'm an adult and i need to start making choices, but all i really want is to cry on my moms shoulder and have my father protect me forever.
i hung out with susie today, and it really was a blast. we shopped and talked. bonded. it was awesome. but we started talking life plans, and how i have my entire life planned out, to a point. and im starting to think it might not be what i really want, i said how right after college i would get my masters then right after my masters i would get my PhD. then start a family and live my life.
but is that what i really want? do i really want my life planned out? no i don't.
my new years resolution for 2006 is... not to worry so much, live my life the way it goes : )
oh and not to buy so many pairs of shoes, i really dont need them.
peace and love